Bad Blood

5

You know it used to be mad love. 

Karai

The first thing I did when I got home was go to my room. I removed my clothing, and replaced it with a large t-shirt. I covered myself with a blanket, and turned on my tv.

I heard the front door open and close,  "Lock the door,  Luke. " I called from him to do.

A short few minutes later, he was in my room, locking that door as well.

"Are you okay? " He asked.

" No. Not really. " I told him.

Flashbacks of our past made question why he even became my best friend afterwards.

He sat on my bed next to me, taking the remote, and turning my tv off. I was too emotionally drained to even bitch about it.

" Sit up for me? "

I, much to my surprise, did. I clutched my blanket, and held it close.

His blue eyes looked around the room before meeting mine. He moved a hand and placed it on my thigh.

" Do you forgive me? "

". ... no "

He pecked my lips, asking the question once again. " Do you forgive me? "

" Possibly. "

He gave me a longer kiss,  moving his lip ring against my bottom lip.

Then it hit me.

Why the fuck is he kissing me?

And why am I kissing back?

"Do you forgive me? "

"...yes.  "

He smiled touching or foreheads together, biting his lip in the smile.

He wrapped his arms around my waist after uncovering it of my blanket. I was laid down on the bed, him leaning over me.

" Now I want you to think about how you felt when I hurt you the first time, and I want you to kiss me. "

The kiss was sad at first, then I remembered  how angry I was. I was tugging hard at his hair, biting his lip.

He soon caught up with my pace, and tried to dominate me. But nah. This is all me.

I switched so he was on the bottom, my hands planted on his shoulders.

"Karai. " He called out, separating.

" I'm sorry. It's just a lot of pent up anger from before. "

He nodded, tracing over his swollen lips. "I need to tell you. Cal and I are done and I know you and Mike are done,  but I can't be with you."

" Luke...I don't want to be with you. Not romantically or sexually. "

"I want to be you with sexually. But I'd hurt Michael that way. He still loves you, and hates me and my gut. "

"I don't even know if I want to be with anybody. Maybe I'll visit him. "

"He'd like that. " He smirks. " Now if you don't want him back I'm always available. "

" Nah nigga. We still got bad blood. "

He smirked, "it was worth a shot. "

He soon after left my home, so I can go visit my ex.

When I walked in his home, it seemed to be junky as fuck. Beer bottles on the floor, ice cream tubs on coffee table, and it's dark.

" Michael? " I call his name.

It's quiet, which I don't like. I went towards bathroom, since it's where light is coming from, seeing him inside an empty bath tub.

He hadn't even sensed my presence.

I sat on the tub ledge,  that startling him.

" Shit baby girl,  you scared me. "

" How are you doing? " I asked,  knowing the answer.

" Bad. Terrible. " He looked away, embarrassed.

" Don't be embarrassed. " I rubbed his cheek, him leaning into my touch.

"I miss you. And I'm sorry. And I love and need you. " He started his ramble.

" Mikey. " I whispered.

" I'm not fine without you okay? Fuck I've been fine without my ex hoes but I've never been fine without you. "

I love this jackass. There was no stopping that.

He grabbed my shirt, pulling me close to kiss him, which resulted in me falling into the tub. His hands cupped my ass, him pushing me further on him.

" Kai please take me back. " He mumbled after we parted, him placing his head on my shoulder.

I thought for a while, battling some internal demons.

" Please. I love you and I promise I'll be a better boyfriend. "

I sighed before replying.