Band aids don't fix bullet holes
Luke
I barely got any rest cause I've been fighting my conflicting urges to kick Calum out the bed or cuddle him.
He was still in my bed, peaceful as ever. I know I hurt him, but we need to not hate each other.
"I can feel you staring, dipshit. " I heard him grumble.
"Sorry. " I whispered, about to brush the hair out of his face before remembering his words.
" Whatever. " He adjusted himself and went back to sleep.
I got up from my... our bed and went to the bathroom.
Once I returned, Calum was sitting on the bed rubbing his eyes.
" I thought you were going back to sle-"
" I was until I realized my hatred for you prevented that from happening. "
" Why do you hate me so much?"
"You did not fucking ask me that. " He glared at me.
I felt uncomfortable under is icy glare.
" You slept with Michael. You fucking cheated on me and you ask why I hate you. " He yelled.
" I'm sorry Calum. I know that means nothing and changes nothing but please know that I truly am sorry. " I was close to getting on my knees if that will make him forgive me.
" Fuck you. "
" What will it take? "
" I want you to strip naked, walk outside, and scream out how much of a dick you are. "
I don't think that is a good idea.
I kneeled beside him, him turning his head away from me, clearly pissed. I placed a hand on his knee, rubbing it slightly. I know his weakness, and I will use it to my advantage.
" Baby, " I whispered softly, moving my hand around his waist. He tensed. I rose up, pressing a few kisses on his neck and cheeks, "I'm sorry. " My voice cracked at the end.
He rolled his eyes, muttering, " Fine. But I still hate you. "
"I love you. "
" I don't give a shit. " he said, moving me out the way.
I got up and followed him.
"Fuck you, I'm going out. " I heard him call back, followed by a door closing.
My phone rang, reviling Karai's name, me answering it.
"Hello? "
"Luke. Can you come over? I'm officially done with Michael. "
" It was only like one and a half days. "
" One and a half days of lies. Now come over here. "
" I'm on the way. "
After hanging up, I was in my car, driving to her house.
I knocked on the door, her only wearing a lace bra and pantie set.
Holy shit
"I just got out the shower. " She informed letting me in.
I shamelessly stared at her body.
"I'll be back with some clothes on. " She half smirked.
I followed her to her room, closing the door behind me.
" Luke stop eye raping me. "
" It wouldn't be rape cause you'd love it. "
"Fair enough. " She shrugged, watching me intently as I walked to her, her legs spreading enough for me to stand between them.
When she called me, I knew her intentions. She's her and she almost always gets what she wants. I'm not even mad, I want this too.
Her legs wrapped around my waist, pulling me close, my growing member nudging against her.
She smiled seductively, placing her arms around my neck.
"I missed you. " She cooed.
I remember a similar scene. Two years ago, January 1st, we were each other firsts.
I'm guilty of wanting her when I was with Calum.
"I missed you too. " I responded, her hands sliding up my shirt.
"Did you? How? " I assisted her with pulling my shirt off.
"Just because we broke up, doesn't mean I stopped loving you. " I caressed her caramel cheeks, her leaning into my touch.
I pulled her close to me, kissing her lips. She pulled me so I would hover her, her tongue battling against mine. Despite the situation, I think we never meant to get all soft and mushy. We wanted to have sex, not make love.
Can't say I'm stopping it either.
Maybe we can give it another shot.
I reached for her bra, unclamping the front she wiggled out of it, reconnecting our lips. She let a soft moan escape her full lips, as I lightly ground my hips against hers.
Her fingers tangled my hair, pulling on it while my hands trailed further down to her panties.
She pulled me enough to switch our position. She ran a hand through her dyed brown streaks, giving me a look. She climbed off, and pulled her panties down, reviling her hairless body. She has no hair anywhere but her head.
Just as I remembered.
I sucked in a breath, my jeans becoming way to tight. She pulled my pants down, me helping her do so.
She climbed on my waist, savoring this kiss as I slipped myself inside her.
I rested my hand on her waist, looking deeply in her eyes when we broke our kiss.
"Luke? "She called my name.
I hum in response.
She bit her lip nervously, I lean up, my arms around her waist. She rested her hands on my shoulders, looking in my eyes deeply.
" I love you. " She whispered.
" I love you too. "
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Bad Blood
FanfictionHe slept with my boyfriend... so I slept with his. This book is very old, mind you, I was very much an inexperienced teen when I first made this book.