Now You Notice Me

How about we have some real fun now? Part 2 Ch.9

Kevin's PoV

     "How about we have some real fun now?". Damn Edd can be so fucking hot. 

     "Oh ya, fun like how?"

     "Well I mean we always could talk about 'sports'"

     "I like 'sports'". I leaned over and kissed Edd. One hand reached around behind his head and under his beanie. I tangled my fingers through his hair and gave it a light tug. He released a sweet and sexy moan that gave me chills. I slid my other hand from his waist all the way across his abs and up his chest. His body was solid and defined, and his skin was so soft. I gradually kissed my way down from his lips to his neck.

     His body and his eye's were deceptively honest. Even though he acted so tough and dominant his body begged to be taken. honestly this is very strange for me ... not the whole sexual thing, iv'e been with a few people already so its not like it's my first time but it is my first time with a guy. i never thought i would have either. i guess this kind of proves my love for him.

     Edd keeps getting deeper and deeper into the kiss and he starts to fidgit in my lap. i can tell he want's more and honestly so do i. i wrap my arms around his tight muscular frame and slowly lean him back onto the floor with out breaking our kiss. our lips gracefully clash together and out tongue danced in pleasure. now that i'm laying on top of him between his legs i can feel through his thin sweatpants that he is just as excited as i am and that he is much larger than i expected. i cant really help but to get a little antsy myself so i start to grind into him and he instantly reacted with a sweet moan. god i just want to tear his clothes off already ... but i mean should we? honestly though what are we?

    i break the kiss and get a sad groan from edd in response. "Sorry but i dont really think we should continue"

     "What! Why?"

     "Well i mean we should probably wait and figure out what we want to do"

     "Do about what?"

     "I told you that i love you, i know how i feel about you but i have no clue how you feel about me" i say testing the waters because honestly i don't know how he feels about me at all.

     "Really ... look at us right now you're laying on top of my half naked body kissing me and i'm the one who started it. you cant even take a guess at how i might feel about you?" he retorts back at me as if i'm a moron but in a sweet kind of way as to not offend me.

     "Or you could just be after me for my body, i mean i get it i am pretty sexy" i say in a flirty way

     "Well i cant deny that but i'm not after your body mister popular but let me ask you this ... how do you think i feel about you?"

     honestly i have no clue why he likes he. i bullied him and his friends for years when we were younger, he should hate me. i forgot he completely existed for almost 4 years .... now that i really think about it not only do i wonder why he would like me but why do i love him ... i practicly just met him yesterday. i have no clue who he is anymore and the times we did spend together he was aggressive but kind of flirty he shouldn't have found his way into my heart at all. oh god what if this is just my guilt making me do what ever he wants because i want to make it up to him?

     "Umm hello ground control to major tom, can you hear me major tom?" i realize i was staring off into space thinking and as my thought got darker so did my facial expression. Edd lost his smile completely which made me sad and i'm glad he doesn't know what i'm actually thinking. 

     "Honestly Double D ... i have no clue" i look away from him feeling ashamed not only from the past and what i did to him and that i don't deserve his feelings but also that my feeling might be false. i can't be here anymore i need to leave. i need to speak to Nazz.