Now You Notice Me

What the Fuck is This? Ch.10

~sorry I haven't updated in a while. I promise I haven't forgotten about you guys. Also I want to apologize in advanced for this upcoming chapter for I am writing this while completely high so this could be either very ... Interesting? Or absolutely amazing lol love you guys and thanks for the votes and the lovely comments!
                                        ~Yaoi_Potato 💚
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Edd's PoV

Kevin storms away. What an asshole. I know exactly who he is and what he does to me, he's done it to me for years. He bullies me. Just now that it's a little infantile to physically assault me he's decided to fuck with my head and my heart. It hurts more that way.
Eddy stands there dumbfounded in the door way. That's fucking great, just what I need. "Look Eddy I'm not going to try and explain this to you so just shut it!" Eddy turns his head towards me and gives me a look like he can see exactly how I feel and he hurts for me too.
"You mean what ever that was with shovel chin? You don't need to explain anything to me at all buddy" he says in a rather unfamiliar tone, almost caring? "Because I know exactly what's going on" he continues in his more mischievous tone. There we know there's dear old eddy, the ass hat.
"Eddy we both know that you literally don't know anything"
     "Double D got to hit it and quit it with lover boy"
     "Eddy I'd advise you to shut the hell up! You don't know what your talking about"
     "Just admit that you'd do any thing to get it on with shovel chin"
     "I wouldn't touch him with a ten foot pole, he's a fucking coward and I'd never love him"
     The conversation between eddy and I was definitely tense but I wasn't expecting this. Eddy reeled and slapped me right across the left side of my face. I whipped my head back around to his face about to give him a pice of my mind but his face stunned me. His eyes were sad but he tried his best to look serious and upset. I've never seen eddy this way. Eddy spoke before I could express my confusion.
     "Eddy you need to be serious here. You need to understand this before it ruins you again" I'm definitely even more so confused than before. "Eddy you can't let him play with you like this because you just let him hurt you like this! You always pretend you wouldn't care about being with him but just admit that's just what you want and I know you act tough because you don't want to be hurt but this is going to hurt you either way if you don't figure it out ... Jeez ... For a brainiac you're pretty stupid"
     What the fuck is this! What is going on? Is eddy lecturing me? "Eddy don't lecture me, I don't need to be treated like I don't know what I'm doing"
     "Look D you really don't this time"
     "Ok then explain it to me then huh because I'd like to hear exactly how you prove this. Go ahead go on"
     "You're stupid because you can't see what's good for you and what's not. And you can't stand up for what you want"
     "And what exactly does that mean?" I know he doesn't approve of my infatuation with Kevin but I didn't think he would ever get this upset over my life choices.
     "You need to go get Kevin and keep him. Don't let him just storm off like that. You make sure he treat you right or you need to push him away for good!"
     How many times is eddy going to shock me like this tonight. I'm speechless. I know Eddy liked me as a friend but I didn't think he cared about me enough to say this.
     "Look Double D you've been my friend for about 18 years, I've watched you get hurt in every way possible. You say you changed to avoid the pain but instead you're pushing it away. You need to deal with this the right way"
     I let silence go between us as I thought about it. "You're right"
     "What?"
     "You're right!"
     "Let's fight?"
      "YOU'RE RIGHT!"
      "I'm sorry I can't hear you ... I think it's the acoustics of this room" eddy smirks at me and I smile back at him. I would never have thought that eddy, of all people, would be the one to help me through this.
     "Thank you Eddy"
     "No problem sock head, but I did come over for a reason" oh ya, why is Eddy here anyway? "Did you forget?"
     Not going to lie I am a little lost, but in my defense my mind was a little messed around and scrambled. "I apologize Eddy but I don't know what I'm missing"
     "It's Friday genius ... You remember what we do on Friday nights?"
     Of course! Ah how could I have forgotten game night! "Oh shit Eddy I completely forgot. I'm sorry I've just been so busy with swim and Kevin. My mind isn't really on track right now"
     "It's all good D, we can catch up next Friday. I'll let you have this night to your self to figure things out, but you really need to talk to Kevin and fix things"
     Eddy and I said our good bye's and he left me to figure things out on my own. I closed and locked the door behind Eddy and went up to my room. I rolled onto my bed after changing into a clean pair of PJ's. I couldn't sleep because all I could think about was Kevin. This eventually benefitted me because I had a plan for what I was going to do.

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     I'm sorry this chapter is short and not really fun but I promise after this chapter things are about to get interesting like A-1 for sure lol. Just hang on till next chapter because it's getting down.
                                        - Yaoi_Potato 💚