Now You Notice Me

It's called a boner big boy! Ch.7

Edd's PoV

     5:17 a.m shit. I woke up this morning before my alarm. My head was killing me and my body was over heating even though all I was wearing was a pair of boxers. I never sleep well when I go to bed upset. All I could do was toss and turn to the memory of last night. I felt incredibly stupid, for a number of reasons really. Why did I have to kiss him? It's not like he'll say shit today at school though. Kevin wouldn't want to ruin his reputation so I guess I'm safe for now from others finding out about me.
     I slid out of bed into the bathroom to  take a shower. That will help me relax a little bit. I grab my towel and close the bathroom door behind me. I look in the mirror and see my slick smooth raven like hair is a complete and total rats nest. I guess it's because of all the tossing and turning. I brush out my hair before slipping off my boxers.
     After letting the scalding water poor down my body for a while just to relax I got all soapy and finished my cleaning process. I had only been in the shower for fifteen minuets so I decided to stay a little longer just to relax some more, I had enough time. This was probably a mistake.
     My mind started to drift and all I could think about was Kevin. I thought about how his cheeks go pink when I get too close, how his eyes show exactly how he is feeling, the way his skin feels against mine. My favorite thing to think about was how sweet his lips were and how soft they were when they touched mine but how dramatically hungry they were for more. By this point I should have just gotten out of the shower but I had a full blown erection and I didn't ignore it.
     I gripped my self and started to stroke it. I felt the hot sensation of the water as it slipped between my fingers at every pull. My skin was soft under my fingers but I was rock hard and I started to wonder if Kevin would feel like this too. The thought drove me made with pleasure but this wasn't enough. I needed more.
     I got down on my knees took my free hand and wrapped it around behind me. With thoughts of Kevin's throbbing member I took my middle finger and inserted it into me. I imagined that Kevin was behind me and trusting into me while he jacked me off. One finger still wasn't enough to I slid my index finger in as well. I let moans of pleasure fill the steam filled air. I wanted Kevin so bad. I wanted to feel the warmth of body on my back I wanted to know the softness of his skin and I wanted to know how it tasted. With one last moan I came and watched as the white silky substance was washed down the drain.
     I got out of the shower and felt a little embarrassed by my actions. I got over it with the shake of my head, I'm just glad my parents aren't home because I'm pretty sure if they were they would have heard me and given me the talk. Although I was a tough kid who no one messed with and all the ladies swooned for ... I was still a virgin. Yes that's right a virgin. I was gay and no guy in his right mind would want to admit if they had feeling for me out of fear that they might get punched. Because of that I never got the opportunity to be intimate with a person and forget about the option of just doing it with a girl.
     Once my hair was dry and brushed back I wrapped my towel around my waist and walked into my room to find my beanie. Once I found it I put it on and got dressed. I wore my usual black pants with black combat boots. I grabbed a deep army green v neck shirt and a black jacket that had a white lining a whit hood. The black and whit combo went nice with the black beanie with white stripes. I grabbed my dog tags as well as my back pack and headed down stairs.
     I grabbed an apple and headed towards the garage. I hoped into my black '67 Chevy Impala and drove away. Before I turned the corner of the cul-de-sac I saw Kevin pull out of his drive way on his silver motorcycle. I continued driving like I didn't see him and arrived to school in no time. I parked in the student parking lot locked my car and pulled the apple out of my bag. I began to munch on it while heading up the ramp to the main campus when I heard the revving of a motorcycle sneak up behind me.
     Kevin sat there on his bike in the parking space next to mine. He wore normal blur jeans a line green long sleeve and his red cap. He wasn't really the best dressed jock in school but he was still the hottest. He stared at me for a moment. His eyes met mine for just a moment before I turned away and continued to eat and walk. For the first time ever ... I couldn't read what he was thinking. His beautiful deep green eyes stayed cool completely voided of emotion. I knew he was just going to pretend like nothing happened. Oh well like I really cared. Did I?
     The school day went by as it normally did. I heard no word on what I did to Kevin so that was good I guess. I didn't see Kevin at all today but that was normal since or classes are nowhere near each other and we have different lunches.
     Today was Friday which meant that I had an important swim meet today. This race was goi g to determine if I went on to CIF finals. I could get a scholarship from this. I wouldn't really need a sports scholarship though due to my academics. But still this was huge for me. Because this was a swim meet there was no practice just a warm up but I didnt need to get read for at least another hour. So with time to kill I headed towards the bleachers to just chill.
     I was laying down across the length of the top bleacher when I heard someone call my name from the bottom of the bleachers.
     "Edd?"
     I didn't look up. I wasn't interested in talking to anybody really ever. I didn't realize who it was though, the voice was too far away. I ignored it but who ever it was really wanted to talk to me because they climbed up the steps over to me. Ugh just go away.
     "Edd!" The person shouted at me to get my attention so I stood up and sun around to who it was real quick. Kevin? I guess I startled him because he almost fell backwards down the bleachers.
     I reached out to catch him and sun him around so if he fell he would just fall on the seat above his knees. I used a little too much force to pull him up though because I pulled him right towards me which made me loose balance and I started to fall too. Kevin noticed and reached around me to stop me from falling. In the end we both fell but on just a step. I was on top of him now grabbing the color of his sweater and he had his hands wrapped around my waist. Our legs were intertwined and Kevin was blushing like a mad man. I loved his blush. With that thought, the memories of what I did this morning flooded my mind and I blushed too but I also got a little hard. I didn't want him to notice so I pushed my self off and stood away from him.
     "What do you want Kevin?!" I said in a harsh tone remembering that he completely rejected me the night before.
     "Look Edd I want to talk. It's important to me"
     "Why should I listen to what you have to say. I had my fun with you and now I'm done so leave". I immediately regretted saying that but to be honest I was kind of hurt by last night.
     "Why the fuck do you pretend to be such an ass hole and push everybody away?!?". I was blown away by what Kevin just said. I turned towards him and gave him a look that screamed run for your life. Kevin shifted under my gaze but held strong. "We need to talk about yesterday"
     "We don't need to talk I know exactly what happened. Kevin got a little frightened and couldn't handle a little fooling around". I said mockingly.
     "No I just couldn't figure out what was happening to me"
     "What was happening to you? It's called a boner big boy get over it"
     "No that not what I mean"
     "Oh ya? Then what do you mean exactly?"
     "I mean like my feelings"
     "Oh so mister jock strap has feelings?"
     "I'm serious Edd listen to me!"
     "We're you feeling a little confused, frustrated, immasculie?"
     "Well kind of but that's not what I meant either!"
     "Well good to know ... If your done then can you please leave? I'm trying to relax". I sat down pulled my beanie over my eyes and leaned back ready to continue to relax when he said it.
     "God fucking damnit Edd listen to me, I love you!!!"
"What?!?". I pulled my beanie up and looked at him. Did he just ... What?