Lana's POV
I just stood there in belief. I went back up stairs to go to sleep. Was that really Hayes? It had to be Hayes. I just need to wake up from this dream. I pinched my self and nothing happened. He walked into the room and noticed I was awake. "Why are you awake. " he asked me ,laying down. "Ah just a really bad dream." I told him. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked me. I shook my head and layed down facing away from him. "Did i do something wrong?" He asked , putting his arm around me. Should I tell him? I honestly don't know what to do. "No I think I just need some air." I said getting up and putting my shoes on. He started to get up too. "By myself." I told him grabbing my phone and leaving the room. Immediately tears fell down my face and I covered my mouth so I would be quiet.
I went to the backyard and sat down next to the pool. I started balling uncontrollably. I was crying so much I couldn't catch up on my breathing. My hands were shaking and my body felt numb. I need someone to talk to. I grab my phone and Face time Angel. "Hi." She said, she was at the airport , she looked tired. "Whats wrong? Why are you crying?" She asked. I tried to talk but I couldn't. "Where are you are you okay?"she asked and I shook my head. "Hes cheating on me." I stuttered. Her faced dropped. "Lana I'm so sorry." She told me. "With who?" She asked me. "Madison." I cried. She sighed and frowned . " I don't know what to do." I said trying to calm down. "So what did you tell him." I just stayed quiet. "Lana you need to tell him off." Angel told me. "I know, its just what if I'm wrong what if it was an accident or" she stopped me.
"What happen to the Lana who won't put up with any of this bullshit." Angel said. "She fell in love. She made a mistake in dating her best friend. I don't want to lose him. I love him." I said , my tears beginning to build up again. "Lana he cheated on you, I'm sorry to say this but he was just looking for a rebound after Kaitlyn . You just broke up with Matthew and you were vulnerable. You were easy access to him. That's what Luis did to me and we know how that ended up." She told me. "That's the thing we are different from you and Luis ,hayes actually loves me and wasn't just using me for sex like Luis was. " I snapped. "Well youre just in denial.If he loved you he wouldn't of cheated on you." She snapped back. I hung up and threw my phone away from me. Everything was falling down on me.
I just layed there and watched the stars fade away until the sun came up. I went inside and Matthew was watching spongebob. I tried to sneak away back into the room."I see you." He chuckled. I turn around and he stood up. "What happened ?" He asked, his hand under my chin so I would look at him. "Nothing Matthew." I said looking down."bullshit why do you look like you were crying?" He asked me. I sighed , "I'm just having a shitty day and I'm starving and we need to go grocery shopping." I told him. "I know a place that has bomb smoothies and bagels." He told me. I smiled ,"let me get my wallet." I told him. "Its on me." He said.
"Dang this car is so nice." I said. It was a g wagon. "Its my rental for the next few days." He told me. "You have good taste." I told him. "I know I do ." he chuckled. I put the radio and love me like you do came on.
Flashback
"Love me like you do love me like you do " I sung and "I will forever and ever." Hayes said intertwining our fingers. "You're so cheesy." I said giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Only for you."I changed it and used the Bluetooth from my phone. I shuffled my music and fall by Justin bieber came on and I turn it off. "You okay?" Matthew asked me. "Yeah theres just no good music." I told him. We got to the bagel place and we stood in line. "Can we get a picture?" Some fans asked. "Of course ." I said .We all stood together for picture. "Bye." Matthew told them.
We ordered and sat down outside. Our food came out. "Best bagels ever." We said at the same time. We both laughed.We got back to the house and there was a range rover in the driveway. Johnson came out of the house and with a piece of paper. "Lana come to the grocery store with me." Johnson said once I got out . "thanks for breakfast Espinosa." I told him,getting in the other car. "No one wanted to go to the grocery store with me." Jack said. "Not even Jack?" I asked. "No Madison said they need more alone time." He said rolling his eyes. "So this your rental?" I asked him. "No this Madison's actual car." He said. "Wow this car is a lot of money, pornhub must be paying her a lot." I said looking at the inside of the car . Johnson started laughing and I did. "You're too much sometimes." He laughed. "Since we have her car I say we go on a adventure." I said. "Fine but if we get in trouble it was your idea." He said and I cheered.
We got back and Madison and Jack were waiting outside the house waiting for us. "Where did you guys go?" She asked. "The grocery store." Johnson said . "did you guys really spend four hours at a grocery store?" She asked us. "Johnson!" She yelled noticing the scratch."yes ?" He asked. "What the hell happened?!" She asked about the scratch.Johnson was just smiling trying not to make her mad. I chuckled. "When we left the grocery store we came out and it was like that."I told her. "Where are the groceries?" G asked. "Um at the store." I said
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FanfictionLana wasn't afraid to fall in love, she was just afraid to fall when it was over.