Best Friends // H.G & M.E

chapter 4

•chapter 4•

*Lana's POV*

SPARKS. SPARKS. SPARK ARE FLYING IN EVERY DIRECTION. I never wanted this kiss to end.

But it got ruined because someone slammed the door. It was Hayes.

I quickly got up, leaving Matt and the others behind. I tried my best to keep up with Hayes , but he was to fast.

He stopped at the park and sat down on the bench."Hayes? What's wrong?" "WHAT'S WRONG!?! WHAT'S WRONG IS IM THE ONLY GUY THAT GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU. AND IN RETURN YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. THATS WHATS WRONG! YOU KNOW WHAT IM DONE CARING ABOUT YOU. YOU CAN GO DIE AND I WOULDN'T CARE."

I ran home, crying.

Once I got home , I went upstairs to the bathroom and pulled out my razor."Long time no see" I said to myself. I have been cut free for about a year. The last time I cut was when my dad died of cancer.

"I'm sorry mom that I'm a pain in the ass, I only do it to mess with you, I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I love you mom , Im just in so much pain, i hope you understand. I love you so much. Angel I'm sorry for making fun of the walking dead. I just do it to see your reaction. And I'm sorry how bitchy I get sometimes. But some how you put up with me . You are the bestest friend a girl can ask for. I love you so much... #langel. Luis you seriously need to grow a pair and ask Angel out. I love u bro. Jessica you are like my sister I love you. Hayes I'm so sorry for what ever I did. I know you don't care but I'm still gonna love you forever and ever. When ever your around there is always a smile on my face. One day your gonna make a girl be the luckiest girl on the planet by marry her. I love you hayes. Daddy I'm coming."I sobbed while cutting my wrist . I reached for the pills and twisted the cap off.

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I'm sorry for such a sad chapter. If your going thru this plz stay strong. I know how depression feels and even tho it doesn't seem like it , there is a light at the end of the tunnel. And even tho it seems like nobody cares . someone does. Let me know if you want me to continue the story by commenting and voting.

~Larisa ❤