Today I'm get to hang out with my boyfriend Johnathan he has amazing brown eyes and I love him so much. His birthday is June 7, 2000. He is a year older then me. When I get older I want him to marry me and have two or four kids with me. We first met cause he was sitting at my cousin's table he was part of squad. I had the biggest crush in him. We become best friends but I decided to destroy that by dateing him ( stupid me). He was 13 when we started dateing. When he holds me I feel like I'm floati g on clouds. He makes me feel safe. I feel like I belong when I'm with him. He holds my hand in public so ppl know I'm his. He's perfect. But that was then and now we have a off and on relationship. I know I'm stupid cause I keep crawling back but I love Him. He's 15 now and I'm 14. I still love him I always will no matter who I'm with all I ever do is think of him and how I can make it work. What I got to change so he'll stay. But we're just teens so no one understands me when I say I love him.I pour my heart out to him every chance I can. I know he loves me he's just scared and I respect that.
I hope one day he will realize how much he means to me.
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Lost Innocence
Mystery / Thrillershe was just a normal pre-teen crushing on the popular boy bands struggling to fit in when her whole life turned into his game she's 14 now and she's telling her story. this is my first book and it is based on real events so plz bare with me and I h...
