Hope

35 4 0
                                    

I don't know what I expected to see when I finally opened my eyes, but it certainly wasn't my apartment.
Was it all just a dream? Did I take the pills and just fall asleep? I couldn't stop myself from hoping so. Going to that bridge was a huge mistake, I realized that now.
Part of me knew that it happened but I wanted so badly for it to be a dream.
The only evidence that the night before was reality was the forming bruises on my back where my body connected with the water.
How did I get back here?
In the moment, I decided that the answer to that question didn't really matter. All that mattered was that I was home, I was safe. Somehow, I had gotten a second chance and in that moment I decided I wouldn't waste it.
For longer than I care to admit I had been walking around the earth as a zombie, an empty vessel. I knew that that wouldn't change over night, but I had something I never had before; hope. Hope that I was here for a reason.

How to Save a LifeWhere stories live. Discover now