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Chapter 7: Camerons 17th Birthday

      Today is Camerons 17th birthday and he stopped by his parents house, so while hes out for like 2 hours me, Taylor and Caitlyn are setting up his party. I invited all of his friends and close family. Its going to be really fun. I hope he likes it, i did alot of planning for this. Every time i go to lift something Caitlyn asumes its heavy and takes it from me. People are beginning to show up and everything is now set up. He thinks we all forgot about his birthday. We heard the key go in the door and everybody went to hide, im geting fat and pregnant so i cant bend too far down. He walks in and yells hello, anybody home! Then we all popped out and yelled SURPRISE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! He looked so happy as if he wanted to cry. I walked up to him and said, what you thought i forgot? He smiled, kissed me and said of course not. we had a great time. He went to get me a drink but it had alcohol in it and of course Caitlyn noticed and walked over there and took it from me and said u don't need this. I made up some excuse and said maybe I shouldn't drink it might make me sick. He asked me and I okay because I haven't had any type of drink in about 2 months. I said yeah.
    He danced with his sister and his cousins and friends for a while and then we played games and a whole bunch of random activities. Then everyone sat down because his sister wrote him a song and sung it to him, its called , I love you brat face. Lol it had a weird name but it was a great song. It brought tears to Cameron's eyes and that's the first time he's cried since he was 8 and his parents sent him to boarding school. After she sung him the song she gave him a hug, its was such a heart felt moment. He hated when people seen him cry but today he didn't care. We continued having fun the I went to my room with a cup of water because I had to take my pills and didn't want him to see it. I took my pills then laid down for a little bit. Caitlyn walked in and asked me if I'm okay. I told her yeah I'm just thinking about how I'm supposed to tell him and wondering how he would react. She told me take life one step at a time and o have to tell him soon because my belly is getting bigger and he's going to notice.  I'm going to let him enjoy him enjoy his birthday and then I will tell him tomorrow. She said you better and then laughed.
Can I feel your stomach, she asked. I told her yeah, she said, I wish this was me (with a sad smile). I replied what do you mean? She said, me and Taylor have been together 4 years and he hasn't talked about marriage or kids or any type of future with me. I said, trust me Taylor wants kids, too many if you ask me. How many does he want? she asked. Ever since Taylor was 13 he's been saying he wanted 5 kids and to be married. OMG, we've been dating since he was 13. she said. I told her so obviously he wants a future with you. We went back out and partied till the end of the day when everyone went home.