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Chapter 21: Move On

It's been weeks since I had talked to Cameron, well.....when I seen him with Olivia. I  still can't believe that even happened. Me and Olivia had just became friends again, me and Cameron were about to make up but now I lost my boyfriend and an old friend. I was sitting on my  couch with my daughter watching TV, I can't believe she's gonna be 2 months. Time flies.
I was in the middle of feeding Mariah when there was a knock at my front door, it was my brother Luke. I haven't seen him that much lately because I sorta shut everyone out. I go to open the door and let him in when I see my parents in the car because I have to baby sit Luke. They really hate Cameron right now and so does Luke. I gave my little brother a hug but this time it was more comforting than usual, I felt like someone actually cared to be around me. I see Caitlyn all the time but never Cameron. I really miss him but I hate what he did.
I asked Luke to bring Mariah to her bedroom since she fell asleep. Suddenly there's a knock at the door. I groan and yell, "who is it it?!". Then I hear a familiar voice yell, "just open the door". Then I realized, it's Cameron. I opened the door and asked what do you want. Cameron says , Hey it seems like I haven't seen you in forever how have you been? Can I come in? I reply, it's been 2 weeks Cameron just cut to the chase and tell me what you want.
Part of me wanted to hug him and hold him tight but another part of me wanted to slam the door in his face. He says, I'm sorry if I'm bothering you, I just really wanted to see you and Mariah. I feel bad because I was being an asshole and I'll admit what I did was wrong and I shouldn't have done it. I understand if you don't want to talk to me after today but can I at least stay and see my daughter?" I didn't want be a bitch and tell him no because I want to somehow make this work for my daughters sake. He came in and I pointed to the room she was sleeping in and he headed to it. As he went to turn in the room where Mariah was, Luke was walking out because he had just laid her down. I could see the absolute hatred spewing out of Luke's face as he walked past him. He sat in the living room and turned on the television and basically ignored me when I told him he just wanted to see his daughter. I swear I cant get through to anyone in this god forsaken family.... 10 minutes later Cam came walking out of the room with tears in his eyes. I know I shouldn't but I felt bad. He tried so hard to hide the tears streaming down his face. I looked up and he was right in front of me. His eyes stared deep into mine and he moved closer. I seen it coming but I didn't know what to do. He put one hand on my waist and one on my cheek. Next thing you know he kissed me. Luke looked up right as he kissed me and he just walked out of the room. Cameron started tearing up more and he held me close. He kept apologizing and pleading. He begged and begged for me to give him a chance to prove himself but I just couldn't do it. I backed up a little and said I'm sorry Cameron, but maybe you should just move on. I cant get over what you did. He grabbed my hand said please about 10 times and I tried so hard to fight back the tears but I couldn't. I pulled my hand back and walked over to the door and opened it. I told him its time for him to go. That was the moment I seen all the sadness in his eyes. He walked over to me just seconds from my face and whispered, "I love you Aliyah.. He then walked out the door and drove off speeding. I leaned against the wall and slid down it with my head in my hands and tears going down my face. My brother Luke came out and sat in front me and told everything would be fine, but deep down inside I knew I wanted him back.