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White tuxedo, black polo, red bowtie. STUNNING! Yan ang itsura ni Ram ngayong gabi. Hindi nya pa ako nakikita kasi nagtatago ako sa kanya. Sa dinami-dami ng babae dito sa prom, natabunan na yung ganda ko, kung meron man. Hahaha!

“Girl! Ang gwapo ni fafa Ram!! Para syang magpapakasal sa tuxedo nya!”

“Hello, mas cute kaya si fafa Red!”

“Ikaw Kate ha! Bulgar ka na sa feelings mo kay Red!”

“Shussh!! Ano ba Fire! kung malalaman man nya gusto ko sakin manggaling”

“Whatever Kate! You so arteehh!”

“Oyy Dee, Kate! Baka naman dito nyo pa balak magsabunutan!”

I decided to go to the comfort room.. well, again. Pang-apat na beses ko nang titingnan yung sarili ko ngayon sa salamin. Badtrip! Nakaka-conscious naman yung ganito! Naka-attend na rin naman ako sa mga formal party dati pero hindi yung ganito. Kadalasan naman kasi kasama ko sila mama, hindi ko pa kilala yung mga tao kaya ok lang kahit wa-poise kung maglakad. Hmmm... Maganda pa rin naman ako, di pa haggard, no need to retouch. Makalabas na nga, baka hinahanap nako nila Dee.

*open door*

“Gaaaaahhhh!!!!!”

“whooh! third time!”

“ayy nako naman Ram! Bakit ka ba nang-gugulat?”

“nakatayo lang ako dito Fire! Di kita ginulat”

“e ano ba kasing ginagawa mo dito?”

“hinihintay kang lumabas”

“bakit??”

“kasi nagtatago ka sakin”

“ha? A~ehh, hindi naman kita tinataguan!”

“talaga?”

“bakit naman kita tataguan?”

“bakit nga ba?”

“ayy bahala ka na nga!”

Gosh! Nakita na nya ako! OMG!! ~~ Pagpasok ko ulit sa hall, nakita ko si Jane, she’s wearing backless sparkling long dress. Si Cass naman naka-heartshaped blue tube, tama ba yung tawag ko? Haha! Basta ganun yung itsura.. Si Ms. Principal naman, naka-longsleeved red dress pero nakalabas naman simula bewang haggang balakang. Whoooh!! Alupet nila! Di ko kaya magsuot ng ganyan! Kaya nga simple lang tong napili kong dress ee. It’s a baby pink dress, na medyo off shoulder. Paballoon yung style ng palda at hindi kita yung flats na suot ko. Hindi rin naman ako sanay magsuot ng heels kaya di ko na pinilit.

Then suddenly, someone held my hand.

~It’s her hair and her eyes today/That just simply take me away/And the feeling that I’m falling further in love/Makes me shiver but in a good way~

“Mas maganda ka sa kanila” si Ram, he put my left hand on his shoulder and raised my right hand. We started swinging along the song

“Ram, hindi ako marunong sumayaw..”

“Just listen to the song”

~All the times I have sat and stare/As she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair/As she purses her lips/Pats her eyes/And she plays with me/Sitting there, slack jaw/And nothing to say~

“Cause I love you with all that I am, and my voice shakes along with my hands/Cause you’re all that I see/and you’re all that I need/and I’m out of my league once again”

He sang along with the song and change every “she” into “you”. Eto na naman po ako, hindi makahinga at hindi makagalaw sa kinatatayuan ko. It’s been nine months since naging kami at araw-araw syang ganito kasweet.

~It’s a masterful melody/When she calls out my name to me/As the world spins around her/She laughs , froze her eyes/And I feel like I’m falling/But it’s no surprise~

Ewan ko ba kung bakit hindi pa rin ako sanay sa kanya. Karamihan sa mga tao sa school, sinasabi na ang perfect daw ng relationship namin. Gwapo si Ram, at hindi maaalis na maraming lumalapit na babae sa kanya kahit alam naman nilang taken na sya. Madalas akong magselos pero sa tuwing mangyayari yun, ipaparamdam nya sakin na hindi sya tumitingin sa iba.

“Cause I love you with all that I am, and my voice shakes along with my hands/Cause It’s frightening to be swimming in the strange sea/But I’d rather be here than on land/Yes you’re all that I see/and you’re all that I need/and I’m out of my league once again”

Minsan nga, kahit magkasama kami, may lalapit pa rin sa kanya. Pero sya na mismo ang gagawa ng paraan para maramdaman nung babae na girlfriend nya ako. He even clings into my arms like a child whenever he feels I’m getting jealous. Napaka-swerte ko sa kanya, at hindi ako sure kung ganon din ba ang nararamdaman nya sakin.

~It’s her hair and her eyes today/That just simply take me away/And the feeling that I’m falling further in love/Makes me shiver but in a good way~

Hindi ko alam kung nagagampanan ko ba ang pagiging girlfriend sa kanya. Hanggang ngayon kasi, crush ko pa rin sya, pero syempre may halo ng pagmamahal yun. Mahal na mahal ko si Ram., sana forever na to.

~All the times I have sat and stare/As she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair/As she purses her lips/Pats her eyes/And she plays with me/Sitting there, slack jaw/And nothing to say~

“Cause I love you with all that I am, and my voice shakes along with my hands/Cause It’s frightening to be swimming in the strange sea/But I’d rather be here than on land/Yes you’re all that I see/and you’re all that I need/and I’m out of my league once again”

After the song Ram kissed my forehead

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