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50: I'm the War

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Jack POV:

In my whole life I have never ever felt this much fear and pain as I'm feeling now.

It's been a week since we came back to New York, and her condition is better than before. Now she can walk freely and eat whatever she wants.

She just has a little scratch on her forehead. This one week was so terrifying for me, and it was so hard for me to not tell her the news, which will break her completely. First I thought to not tell her, but then something clicked in my mind: what if in the future she got to know about this and she got to know that I knew about that news? Then what if she started hating me for hiding this big news from her?

Even though I can't say those words, it's breaking me even thinking about the words that the doctor said.

Currently I am sitting in my study room and thinking about everything that has happened in this one week. All the time I have was for her, Jack, because I don't want to do any kind of shit and then touch her with the same hands. No, I can't. I can't let her even feel those bastards 'presence from my hand. That's why I was so cowed, and I was behaving like everything is so normal, but the reality is nothing is normal. All this time I wasn't even able to blink my eyes because the thought of the people hurting my Amore is sleeping peacefully and enjoying their lives after destroying my life.

So how could I live my life without destroying their life?

I was thinking about all this when I heard the sound of heels and giggles of a baby.

Which made me instantly turn to look back. As I looked outside, my heart felt like it skipped many beats. The scene in front of me was like a dream for me.

Here my Amore was coming, but this world was not something that made me react like this; it was something else. She was not coming alone. She was holding something, or I would say someone. That someone is a baby.

She was holding a little baby in her hand and smiling with her whole heart while walking toward me.

"Jack, look who comes today at our house." Saying this, she showed the baby to me.

"Hey, baby, say hi to Uncle... Say hello," she said and started making cute faces and sounds.

But I didn't locate him, but I was looking at her smile and the happiness on her face while holding someone else's baby. She was hugging that baby close to her heart.

"See, Jack, how cute he is? You know I also want a baby like him. Oh my God, he is so cute." Saying this, she kissed his cheeks.

Seeing this, my eyes become red. So I immediately turned to the other side. I can feel she is looking at me. I clench my hand in a fist.

No, I can't tell her. I can't break her happiness, her dreams. She is going to break. God, why her?

I was thinking about this when she came in front of me and looked at my face.

"Jack, what happened? Why is your face red??... Are you crying" She asked me and took my face in her hands.

She was not holding the baby in her hand now; maybe she gave the baby to the servant.

"Nothing is just some stress," I said.

She looked at my face for some time and then asked me a question that I was avoiding.

"Are you hiding something from me??"

"No...why will I hide something from you?" I said, but I didn't look at her this time.