The Secret Life Of A Cheerleader - My Diary Book 1( wattpadprize14)

Chapter 1

May 2 2011

I am meeting my stepbrother tomorrow.  Mom and James arrived back from their honeymoon an hour ago.  I don’t know why my new stepbrother didn’t come sooner or at least for the wedding but mom said he will be living with us.  I liked being the only child for the last six months and I am definitely not looking forward to meeting him.  I bet he is a first class a##.

So tryouts went well, we filled the two spots in the squad and the girls are just what we needed.  They have attitude and they are capable.  I will put this in writing, Alice and Sally will be our stars in years to come. 

Lisa is playing games for some reason and I can’t put my finger on it.  I told her that I wasn’t interested in Logan but I guess she doesn’t believe me.  I don’t have time for boys, I am too busy with school and cheerleading and a guy would just complicate my life even more.  I hate it when she gets like this.  She is my best friend after all and we have these unspoken rules that we don’t fight over a boy and we don’t date each other’s exes.  I really don’t know what to make of this.  She is seriously delusional if she thinks I would in any way be interested in a guy that for one is the quarterback and two he only dates a girl until she jumps into his bed and that normally happens in the first date.  I don’t know why she doesn’t see that.

I am still a virgin and boys scare me.  I am a feminist and I believe that a woman is her own person who doesn’t need to be connected to a successful man to be someone.  I believe that women can be great on their own. 

Dad just dropped me off this morning and he tried to persuade me to go and stay with him and Adrian but I can’t leave my squad.  He would just have to deal with this.  I really don’t blame him for leaving, if I was him, I would too but he knew how important cheerleading and my squad are to me so he could have stayed in town.  He didn’t have to go live in Dallas.

Adrian was happy to see me go.  I don’t know what changed in him on the last six months but he wasn’t the kind and caring older brother that I grew up with.  I think it was the divorce or maybe the fact that he was so close to mom and when she cheated on dad he sort of flipped. 

Well I guess I should get to bed.  Practice starts early and I want to work on a few new moves for our routine.  I am finally getting my chance to show Kate that I can lead the squad when she graduates at the end of the year. 

May 4 2011

So yesterday was the worst.  First half the squad had the flu and then Kate told me she wasn’t happy with me.  She said I didn’t have what it takes to lead.  I will show her and she will take back every word.