Young life

Mixed Feelings.

● Your POV ●

It's been a week since I've talked to Niqo, and to be honest, I miss him alot. I'm still mad at him though, and I feel he deserved what came to him, but why do I feel guilty? I looked at myself in the mirror, and got angry, I don't even know why. Then I punched the mirror, I was angry with myself. I didn't feel the pain I until I relaxed and the adrenaline went down. Tears started to flow down my face while blood flowed down from hand and arm. I called Drake on my phone with my other hand,

"Dad, I n-need you to take me to the h-hospital," I cried softly.

"What happened Babygirl? Matter of fact, nevemind, I'm coming." He said, I hung up the phone before he did. I laid back on the bed and let tears roll down at the side of my eyes. I'm tired of crying over a stupid boy, that doesn't even want me. After this, I swear I'm done crying over bullshit. I tried not to move the hand that had glass in it. Drake came busting into my room, brought me into his car, the brought me to the hospital. I guess I forgot I was in pain, and fell asleep with tear stains on my face.
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When I woke up, I was laying on the hospital bed and my bloody hand was wrapped up. I saw Roc, Brandy, Niqo, Drake, but no Sky and Nique...

"Why are you guys here? My hand just hit glass. Not that serious." I said looking at the ceiling.

"Are you fucking serious? Why the hell did you even punch the damn mirror? You could've gotten a shard of glass in your eye and become blind. Or you could've cut a vain and bled out on the fucking floor then die. You must be stupid." Niqo said.

"Why do you care? Matter of fact, I don't care. You probably putting on a show for the others. If I was blind, atleast I wouldn't have to see your bullshit. And if I died, you won't care." I said, I saw Brandy holding Niqo's hand. Smh. I rolled my eyes, and shook my head. Roc came over and kissed my forehead,

"Don't stress yourself, ii? A beautiful girl like you should be smiling." He said softly. I smiled, and he laughed, "See?"

"I'm happy your here Roc," I said, he smiled then kissed my cheek.

● Niqo's POV ●

Why is Roc kissing her up and shit? Last time I checked, YN & I never broke up. Well...I guess we did ever since Brandy came into the picture. I'm so angry with YN yo. I tried to be with her but then the bitch told me she kissed that hoe Roc. Ugh, why did I call her bitch? She's nowhere near a bitch, she's an angel...a beautiful one too. I love every single thing about her. I see a beauty like YN, but I always choose the witch. I want YN man ... after a while, I saw the doctor walk in.

"Okay, YN will be fine, we managed to take out of all the glass. Make sure that wrap stay on her hand, and try not to make it dirty. When you shower, just put a plastic bag on your hand. Now Drake, please come with me so you can sign some papers." The doctor said, Drake nodded, and followed the Doctor out.

I just wonder why YN would do something like this. I understand I put her through hell and back but she didn't have to do something like this. She makes me so angry, then calm, then happy, then sad, and I don't even know why. I want to apologize to her, but at the same time I don't want to. I stayed quiet while everyone talked. YN was allowed to come home, so that's what happened. And guess what annoying fuck tagged along? Roc. Can he not be around? Smh. Whatever. I went to the game room, and stayed there.
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I came out of the game room to get a snack, and I passed YN's room. I didn't want to snoop, but I did anyways. The door was already open so it's kinda like "accidentally seeing" something. I shouldn't have looked because what I saw angered me. YN was on Roc's lap, making out with him, with her shirt off. One hand was on her lap, and the other hand was in a very inappropriate place. Y'know what? Fuck it. I nodded on her door and walked in. In my head, I was laughing because YN looked so embarrassed, but it's sexy on her. Roc, on the other hand, looked like he woke up a big bear. Stupid boy.

"Hey Roc, YN really needs to get some rest so you should go. Bye." I said. YN sneered and rolled her eyes.

"Shut up Niqo, he can just sleep here." She said annoyed.

"Nah, he should go, you won't get any sleep especially when he's here."

"Are sure about that? You can't see the fucking future."

"Well I can predict. And I predict he will have his hands down your underwear like he did like five minutes ago." I said smirking. YN gaped, speechless.

"Yeah I think I should go, bye baby." Roc said kissing YN's forehead. I held the door open for him.

"Bye buddy, see you anywhere, but here." I said smiling. Roc shook his head then left. I heard the front door close downstairs. For a moment, I thought everything was gonna be at peace buuuuuut...I was super wrong.

"YOU HAVE THE FUCKING AUDACITY TO COME UP TO MY ROOM AND TELL MY BOYFRIEND TO LEAVE. YOU NEVER EVER HEARD ME TELL BRANDY TO LEAVE WHEN YOU'RE WITH HER. NIQOLES HEARD, YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY THE WORST PERSON EVER. YOU FUCKING DISGUST ME. YOU HURT ME THEN TRY TO HURT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH ROC? JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, I FRICKEN HATE YOU ... I hate you so much.." she snapped, and began crying softly. My face softened. She hates me? ... she hates me . I walked up to her, and held her hands, but she pulled them away, and turned away. I kissed her cheek then walked out her room, closing the door on my way out.

I called one of my cousins, it kept ringing until someone picked up,

"Hey Niqo, what's good bro?"

"Can you take to me to the hospital that my mom is at?" I said

"No problem, I'm on my way" he said

"Thanks Darian." I hung up.

I went to my room and packed my suitcase. Then started to walk downstairs.

"Where are you going?" Jordan asked. He was in the living room watching a movie.

"Away for a while." I said

"For how long?"

"Maybe a week or two."

"You just can't leave YN bro. Yeah she acts out but cmon, she's pretty awesome." Jordan said smiling, I laughed

"Yeah you right, but I wanna be on my own for a while." I said. He nodded, then looked at the stairs. I turned around, and was standing there. She looked at me, with soft tears running down her face. I wanted to say something, but I didn't. I just walked out the front door, and closed it on my way out. I looked through the window, and Jordan was hugging a crying YN. Something wet hit my cheeks, Tears. A car honked behind me, I wiped the tears and got inside the car.

"Aii bro let's go." Darian said.

"Yeah..let's go."

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Sorry it was short guys. I've been busy with everything. But I will try to keep writing, just for you guys ❤

~ Elisa .