Young life

Sky..? Niqo..? Drake..?

Your POV

I woke up with Jordan in my arms. I missed him alot, I'm gonna treat him today. I got up out of my bed and took a quick shower. I put on a white "Okay? Okay." croptop, floral-print skinny jeans, and light blue Vans. I put on my "Give Up" beanie then walked downstairs, seeing Sky and Niqo making out with eachother. They just looked at me ..

"Oh ... uhm ... sorry .. I'm not gonna be here all day, I'll be out with Jordan" I said turning around

"Let me go with you" I heard Niqo say

"Uh no, it's good, you're busy with S-" I was cut off by Sky,

"No it's okay, my big sister is hanging out with me today so I'll see guys later. Bye Babe and Later Bestie" She said, she kissed Niqo then hugged me. After she left, there was nothing but silence

"Y-" I cut him off

"Save it. You're just wasting your breath" I said.  I walked upstairs wiping the soft tears that were rolling down my cheeks. I called Drake, after a few rings he finally picked up,

"hello?"

"Hey Drake, It's me, YN" I said

"Oh hey babygirl, wassup?" he asked

"Well I wanna treat Jordan today and I'm only 13 so I need a carpool and an adult"

"Oh okay, well I don't mind, pick you up at 10?"

"Yeaah that's cool, later Drake" I said hanging up the phone. I sat on my bed, just looking up at my ceiling. I can't believe I fell for Niqo again ..

Sky's POV

I was in my dad's tourbus, he was going on an All-around-the-world Tour. I'm really gonna miss Jordan. I called him like 50 times and he won't pick up. I called him one time and he finally picks up

"Hello?" Jordan said

"Hey Jordan..it's Sky" I said

"Oh hey."

"So I'm on a tour right now with my dad, and I just wanna talk to you"

"Look..Sky..What you did to me, really hurt me" He said

"I know and I'm truly sorry Jordan" I said apologizing

"I don't think we should talk anymore, you messed up my relationship with my dad .. and that was very rude"

I just got pissed

"I said sorry like how many times and your still mad? what the hell? You're gonna leave me like my mother?! You know what, FINE! I loved you by the way but I guess you don't love me back. So fuck whatever we have right now. bye" I said then hanged up on him

No matter how much I wanna kill my feelings for him, I still fucking love him, and I hate myself for that.

~

YN's POV

I was in the livingroom watching Spongebob again, I felt the couch dip next to me ..

"Hey" I heard Niqo say

"Hi." I said bluntly, he groaned and grabbed my hand

"Why are you so angry? You never liked me. You were just jealous that me and Sky were dating so you wanted to date me too" He said

Did he really just say that? Or am I imagining things? I felt the tear well up inside my eyes, I snatched my hand back from him

"Really Niqo? Really? You think that low of me? You think I would like you because you were dating my bestfriend and I envied her? I really liked you. I would never date you because I envied my bestfriend. I actually think I love you. To be honest, I think my love for you Is inevitable. I try to stop loving you but I can't. I live with you for christ sakes. Let me not stress because I know that what I'm saying is just a bunch of words you're hearing but not listening to" I ranted.

"Love me? Really? We're only 13" He said

Wanna know what I did next?

I fucking slapped him.

"Fuck you. Fuck your friendship. Fuck your words. Fuck your thoughts. Fuck your dream. Fuck your goal. Fuck your career. Fuck your love. Fuck your relationships. Fuck your feelings. And Most of all, Fuck whatever we have going between us" After I was done speaking, my tears were spilling out my eyes. I wiped my eyes and walked upstairs to Jordan.

"Let's wait for Drake outside" I said, he nodded and walked outside with me.

~

Jordan, Niqo, Drake, and I were at the mall. Niqo and Drake were covering thier faces so no one would recgnize them. Drake bought Jordan and I five pair Jordan's and Outfits. We sat down at the food court, there's something weird here.

Drake kept looking at Jordan while Jordan kept his head down ..

"Okaaay, what's going on here?" I said eyeing Drake and Jordan suspiciously

"Nothing Babygirl" Drake said

"Why are you calling me babygirl? And Why are you looking at Jordan all the time?" I asked Drake, he stayed quiet ..

"YN, remember when I ran away for awhile?" Jordan asked

"Yeah .."

"Well..Drake took care of me and he's our father.." He said, looking up now. I looked at Jordan and Drake, we look just alike..what the hell ?

"Then if he's our father then where have he been all our a life. He left us with an abusive mother. We went through hell and back with her and Drake has never been there all our life. Is there something else surprising I need to know? Is someone else hiding something from me? Wow...you guys are just wow.." Tears were rolling down my eyes. I got up from the table and started to walk to the parking lot. I called Roc to ask him to pick me up.

~

I was now in Roc car, laying my head on his window,

"You ok?" He asked

"Yeah, I'm peachy keen. Everything thing is just complicated right" I said

"Oh."

"Yeah, so how's you and your girlfriend?" I said looking at him, I saw him get stiff and start tightening his hand around the wheel

"We broke up."

"Why?"

I saw a tear roll down his cheek, "She killed baby YN, she fucking killed our baby. I was gonna give it the perfect life, teach it how to talk and walk, and play basketball. Why would she kill the baby? My baby? If it was a girl, I was gonna name it, Rochelle. If it was a boy, I was gonna name him, Jason. I didn't love the person who was carrying my baby but I did love the baby.."  After I heard that, I was trying my best not to cry. I realized I was in front of my house. I gave Roc a tight hug and kissed his cheek

"I really hope you find someone you really love and when you guys get older, she's going to have your next miracle. If you ever need to talk, come over, I'll be your little sister" He chuckled

"Thanks little sis, I love you." He said

"Love you too big brother"

I left his car and went inside my house. This day was fucking messed up ..