Young life

Brandy...? Wow.

Your POV

I took a shower and washed my hair with some mango and strawberry shampoo.  When I was done, I came out of my shower and dried myself off. I put on a Light blue Seamless bandeau and blue boyshorts. I grabbed a long ladder, went on my Veranda, and set the ladder on the side of the wall. I went back inside to grab my long hello kitty sweater. I climb up the ladder making my way onto the roof, omce I was on, I looked at the sky. It's funny on how one beautiful dark sky can make me happy on one horrible day. As much I don't wanna say it ... I have to face the fact that I won't stop liking Lil Niqo, he's just amazing. Yes, he can be an ignorant ass but he can be sweet and cute at the same time. I laid back the roof..Sky is just Ugh . The thought of her made me angry, I shouldn't be feeling this way ... Sky is my bestfriend. I heard someone walking up the ladder, I sat up and saw Niqo ... my heart fluttered when I saw him but I'm suppose to be mad at him

"Hey" Niqo said

"Hi." I said, he sat next to me

"Look ... I'm sorry about everything. Sky asked me out and I couldn't refuse it .. especially when she is hurting.."

"Ok I understand." I said avoiding eye contact

"No you don't..Sky..she's very sick, she'll explain it to you tomorrow"

"Everything is Sky for you, isn't it? What about how is YN feeling? Or Is YN ok? But No..Niqo only wants to worry about Sky. You remember how you said we are going on a date? Yeah I bet you do. Why didn't you think about how YN is feeling when you canceled it? Wow Niqo. I bet if I fell off this roof; You'll just be thinking about Sky. I wouldn't be surprised...I mean you love her and not me..But it's ok Niqo...You have your choices and I have mine." I said, trying to stay calm, I wanted to stay strong but all ever do is cry, not this time though.

"YN, I like you, it's just that I love Sky, she was my first girlfriend afterall. Trust me, you have me feeling things I can't put in words. I'm sorry I broke your heart but .. I just don't know" Niqo said, I looked at him with my teary eyes, I'm trying my best not to cry

"You didn't break my heart Nicholas..it's still breaking...piece by piece....slowly....painfully..and while it's doing that; it's teaching me a lesson about how I shouldn't fall for boys who will never give a fuck about your feelings.."

"Just stop your feelings for me" Niqo said

"I wish it was that easy Niqo" I said getting up, "Only if you knew how hard I fell for you in a matter of days" I climbed down the ladder and jumped in to my bed. For the rest of the night; I cried ..

and cried ...

and sadly, .... cried

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I woke up with red eyes and my hair was messed up. I stripped off my clothes and jumped into the shower. I came out and dried myself; I felt depressed today. I put on black and white aztec leggings,  live by the sun flowy tee, and the Air Jordan 6 Carmine shoes. I put a Fvck Yu beanie on my head then walked downstairs ...

Only to see the one person I always wanted to punch ...

Brandy

"HIIIII YN !!"  She screamed in excitement

Ugh. Shoot Me Now ..