Young life

All I Could Ever Do Is Cry.

Your POV

I woke up this morning feeling sad as hell, I looked in the mirror and tried to smile a few times, but that didn't work. I walked into the showing and started brooding. I didn't come out until a hour later. I decided to wear my Elsa Crewneck Sweatshirt, Black Tights, and my Legend Blue 11s. I walked downstairs and stopped while I was on the stairs because I heard people talking ... I leaned closer to the wall so I could hear them more clearly..

"Aye Brandy, what you doing here?" That voice sounded like Niqo,
"Just dropping by to give you and YN a invitation to Nique's wedding, I'll tell you the details later. Actually Nique will cause I still don't know much of the details, she wants Me, YN, and Sky to the bridemaids. Sky will show herself at wedding so yeah."
Marriage? Really? I have no fucking words.
"Oh ok.." Niqo said, Brandy sat on his lap. What pissed me off is that he didn't push her off, what the fucking hell.
"Baby..I miss you a lot." She said, I felt my heart breaking alittle more. What did she mean by she misses him?
"Brandy..I miss you sometimes too, why did we break up?" Niqo asked, she shaked her head
"I let Sky have you, I don't even know why. I regret it so much, but you were going off to stardom anyways. I love you baby" It took me awhile before I realized I was crying. Niqo didn't say anything for a while until he finally opened up his mouth,
"I love you too Brandy," that's when I couldn't take anymore, I ran up the stairs. I slammed my door and locked it. I sat on floor, laid my head in my knees and started crying. Someone started banging on my door, it was Niqo. For hours I stayed like this, I didn't dare open the door, my heart was broken into pieces, my emotions were all gone but my tears weren't. I cried until all of it was gone until I couldn't cry no more. I hate myself so much, if I didn't go to the Concert that night I could've died with my mom. I wouldn't have to live in this horrible world anymore. I would've been free. I got up and looked at the time, it said 11:00 pm. I got into the shower and changed into my Unicorn Onesie. I grabbed my pillow and went inside my brother's room. I laid next to him,

"Sis...why were you crying?" He sounded sad, I shook my head and kissed his forehead
"I have a stupid life," I closed my eyes, "I might as well kill myself" I looked at him
Jordan started crying, "You can't kill yourself, I love you too much. I may not show it but I really do. If you died with mom, I...I would kill myself, I don't care. You mean too much to me. Everyone lies, everyone cheats, you can't even trust family but when you realize that...you won't fall for the same crap again. You may not think people love you but they really do. But they're humans, they can't be perfect even if you want them to. Sis, people love you, they just fuck shit up," he hugged me, "Promise me you won't hurt yourself.." That was the nicest thing Jordan had ever said to me, I felt like crying but I couldn't

"I promise kiddo, I love you," I said smiling, he kissed my forehead and turned over to sleep. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to a deep sleep
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I woke up by my ringing cell phone. Can bitches not call me before 10? Caller ID said Drake, I picked up
"Hey Drake?" I said unsure why he's calling
"Look, I'm sorry about the other day when you found out I was your father, that wasn't the right way. I apologize YN, I really love you. You can be mad at me but I'm still going to treat you like my daughter and love you like my daughter. But all I'm asking is forgiveness, I wasn't there for the first 13 years of your life but I'm sure as hell gonna be there for the rest of your life." He said, he really sounded sincere. I smiled,

"Yes Dad, I forgive you." I said, I could tell he was smiling because of the happiness in his tone,
"That's great sweetie, I'm have a pool party at my house. You and Jordan are welcomed to come."
"Okaay, bye dad."
"Later sweetie, love you." And with that being said, he hanged up.
Since I woke up, I decided to go into the shower. When I was done I decided to wear my Hot Anatomy Bandeau Bikini Set. I wore a Green Ralph Lauren Polo Shirt, Yellow Shorts, and Green Slippers. I walked downstairs and made myself cereal. I felt someone's arms slip around my waist and held me close to them. I already knew who it was, I'm just wondering why I haven't pulled away from him yet. I turned around and look at Niqo,

"What do you want?" I said with no emotion at all. He just looked at me for awhile then kissed me. I stood there shocked, not knowing what to do. This wasn't some regular kiss, it was full of love and passion. Cliché right? But that was exactly what the kiss was filled with.

"I'm...," he closed his mouth, not finishing what he going to say. He touched my puffy eyes, I guess he noticed that I was crying. He shook his head and walked away. That was kind a weird ... But I decided to drop it. I ate my cereal and left the house. Drake didn't really live far so I just walked. When I got there I saw every celebrity you can imagine. I look around, I saw Brandy and Niqo kissing. I just stared, I think he felt me staring cause he stiffened. Roc looked at me, knowing I felt like crying. He came to me and wrapped his arm around my waist. He kissed my cheek and started bringing me upstairs. I don't know what I felt like doing. Maybe I should get Niqo, he thinks it's ok for girls to kiss and be all up on him? Ok, fine. Let's see how he feels when boys are enjoying the view and flirtings of Me,
"I have a plan." I said looking at Roc smiling, he smiled back
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Okaay , this is the end of this story part. You guys are probably mad at me and I'm so sorry for not writing more. I've been busy a lot , but I promise to write whenever I have the chance.
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