You mean the world to me { ft niall horan }

Chapter 4- I was done

After I blacked out I woke up in the hospital I guess, I felt a really strong gush of pain in the side of my head and on my left leg.

I could hear the voices of a few people, some I knew, some i didn't recognise at all. So I guess I failed at the attempt of ending this excuse of a life.

I decided that I was getting bored of listening to the heated conversation between what seemed to be my mother and a doctor possibly, and another husky Irish accent different from mine.

I opened my eyes to see what was going on to find, Niall, my mother and father, Rubie, a doctor and a nurse standing beside my bed.

-" She's awake " said my mother.
I must if looked confused because the nurse and doctor kept in asking if I knew what was going on and where I
was.

After about an hour or so of pathetic meaningless questions, I finally got told what happened to me.
-" You have damaged your head badly and broken your left leg in three parts, that aside you had a few stitches in your right leg and scratches on your arms, you will need an operation on your leg tommorow, then if everything goes well you will be off in a week, but you will have a psychiatrist every week. " the doctor said before he left.

My parents sat there and talked to me for a while before they left with Rubie to eat some lunch, Niall sat in the corner silently for ages.

-" I'm sorry..." He said breaking the silence.
-" Sorry for what, leaving me, going out with Caitlyn, ignoring me, taking your new friends to OUR treehouse, what are you sorry for Niall? " I said calmly but screaming inside.

I could feel burning going through out my body and my eyes watering in the hurt Niall caused me.

-" I'm sorry for everything..." He said.
-" Yeah, well sometimes sorry isn't enough Niall "
-" All I want to do is help you."
-" Well if you really wanted to help me you should of just left me on the ground...and anyway your going to the X-Factor next week, don't you need to like practise or something? " I said calmly, even though if I wasn't laying down in a stupid hospital bed I would be attacking Niall for not letting me die.

-" You are more important to me than the X-Factor. " he said after a while.
-" yeah well I was done and you ruined it Niall, just leave me alone! " I said a little louder.
He left, he left me there, in an old stupid hospital gown with a broken leg and a scar on my head. He is gone. For good.
When I thought about him I had this feeling in my chest, as if it was going to just explode, I just sat there crying.
I don't know for how long.

It's been a month since he left, and now he is in this boyband, and I'm still crying everynight.
I continued crying for about 6 months, be fore ignoring the pain and focusing on my anger.
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I know this chapter is a bit shit but I'm really tired.
Bye.
Mae xx
💗