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OK so  have had a busy summer and im having doubts about my story. Firstly, I have been grounnded and away at camp for the past 2 weeks with no electronics. I have been trying to update but so much has been happening lately


It is going to be harder for me to write the story. As said before, Jax happens to be modeled after my old friend Jax, and we had a gigantic fight and now i hate his fucking guts because he generally said he doesent care at all about me and hes going off to military camp and shiz soon, and yeah. Every time ive tried to write the new chapter i ended up crying because the whole thing hurt so much. School starts soon and ive been trying to get everything off my mind and it honestly is a lot to deal with.


I have a lot of friends telling me to keep writing but i dont have the thrill or the want to do it at the moment, due to my sudden depression. I'll keep trying and i know a lot of people could care less, no one really even reads my story in the first place. But i just thought that the readers I have left should know whats going on.


I won't stop writing i just need a little more time to get my mindset back on track. I need to get over a lot of things and I need to get my motives back. Im trying, but the next update may take a while. After hat, the updates should be more frequent, but as of now, I just ask for patience. 


I do not ask for votes or comments for a reason. I don't care for it. I write because I want to. Not because i feel like I need to. My story is just a story. If you wanna vote, go ahead. If you wanna comment, go ahead. I don't care. Just read to read. Or read to learn new things and hear new stories. I promise I will try to get back on track. Im sorry if anyone wanted an update, I really am working on it. I'm forcing myself to writer little by little every day and its not a lot, but I am getting there. Give me maybe a week or something and an update or some news will be out. I promise~ (Sorry for the typos. I didnt use auto-correct or spellcheck. Its late-ish and im too lazy. This A/N  will probably come down eventually, too.)

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