Awake And Unafraid

~Jamie All Over~

1)Sorry for the delay (even though i have like, no readers. Hiii rich <3). I've been stressed AF with English work. My teacher needs to chillax.

2)THIS GIF IS SO ASCVHBUJGCVGHVC  I LOVE IT SO MUCH YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND

3)I spent some time making a new cover because I can, So I'm actually starting that now as I'm writing this AN.

4)I write in Google Docs, then I copy and paste in Wattpad so I have access to write in school, So sorry for capitalization, punctuation, etc. I am, at this time, a little bit under half way done, which is approximately 2k words (5 Pages in Google Docs). Expect it to be almost triple that. I may be exaggerating, IDK.

5) This is the most awkward chapter I've EVER written since it has kissing and crap. Seriously. I get so nervous writing anything like that, I swear xD But I triedddd

Recap:

"Well Jamie, I am what people call Bisexual. Meaning I like both male and female. Yes I do like dick, and also vagina. Privates are privates, eh?" He laughed, putting his chin on his hand. I rolled my eyes and turned towards the door when I heard heels clicking against the floor as well as laughing.

"That must be Danni...?" I asked, crawling into Brett's lap for fun. I kept my eyes glued to the door, waiting for them to open. When they did, I noticed something.

That wasn't Danni

---Jamie's POV---

"Jackson Bates what are you doing half naked with some... some SKANK! You are dating Jamie, not miss prostitute over here!" yelled Danni. She was absolutely infuriated. But let me tell you what happened here.

Danni walked in right after Jax did, with Bailey. That girl that goes whoring around with everyone. She was hardly in a dress, and that happened to be around her waist. Jax was shirtless and his hair was messy, and they were mid- makeout session. I cried and then Danni came in. Brett was busy hugging me and making sure I was okay while Declan pulled him off of Danni and beat some sense into him. Currently Dec was still punching Jackson in the gut, trying to get him to the floor.

"Really man? You took her from me and you do THIS?!" Dec picked up Jax and slammed him on the ground, making Jax groan in pain. His face was already bloody, so Declan just kicked him in the ribs before he walked back over to me and pulled my flimsy body away from Brett. Danni turned around and kicked Jax in his boys and spit on his face before storming over to Bailey, where they started getting into a cat fight. Meaning a lot of hair pulling and screaming.

Dec pulled me completely onto his lap while stroking my hair. "Shhh princess, it's okay to cry. I know how much this hurts you." He spoke soothingly, making my tears stream out even harder. I was shaking, choking out sob after sob. Jax finally stood up, and he looked hurt. He moved his blood-soaked hair out of his eyes and left the room, a pretty messed up Baily whimpering and trailing behind.

It took me 20 minutes to stop crying, and half way in, Patrick entered his man cave unannounced. He saw me crying and knew immediately to leave. Declan called Robbie back at the house, knowing he looked after me like a sister, as well as Ashlin. Ashlin was currently on her way here, and she should be down here any minute.

My phone vibrated, indicating yet another text. The boys have been non-stop texting me, but at least they care.

'Jamie, What's the code to the room. I'm coming in now -Ash'

I replied quickly, telling her the specific numbers. A minute or so after sending the text, Ashlin ran in, tackling me into a huge hug. I held her tight in return.