All Consuming

Chapter 10- Park

I eventually find myself back in my room, mum and Chris have gone out somewhere I guess to the pub; I check my watch 11:15, okay so that gives me 1 hour 45 minutes.

I have a quick shower washing my hair thoroughly with this new shampoo and conditioner that smells of strawberries, I shave where is needed and wrap my self up all snug in a towel.

I then go onto pick some clothes for the occasion but what could I possibly wear that I wouldn't look like a sloth in? So I tear out everything in my draw and lay it on the bed.

Hmm I think to myself, my sub-conscience is telling me  'MINI SKIRT' that one mum bought me for my birthday hm I think not, so I pick up a pair of blue skinny jeans and a black tank top, this will do. I then get to the bathroom do my hair the best I can then try my best to apply my mums make up.

I take a look at my watch okay 12:45 I best set off...

I find myself walking down the drive twiddling my already sweaty fingers, the nerves inside me are killing me and my body full of questions and apprehension but I'm gonna do it! I need to do things that frighten me!

I was lost in all my thought then I get to the park and see Bailey sat on a bench I take a long deep breathe and gulp, 'Okay Erika, go on go over!' With some slight cheer from my self I walk over, with my head held high.

"Hey Erika" he says and then points his hand out to the spot next to him on the bench.

Wow doesn't he looked gorgeous, his messy pretty much bed head, with black skinny jeans and just a top, oh so dreamy, I then get that feeling again in the pit of my stomach; the one when I first saw him, this is a weird experience for me. But I dismiss that thought for a moment and just reply.

"Hi Bailey"

"Okay so you're probably wondering why I asked you here?"

"Uh did I do something wrong with last night?! I won't say anything to anyone" (although I have no one to tell anyway, but I don't say that)

"No no you're fine, it's just ever since you quite literally fell onto my life, I have felt these quite intense feelings for you and I wanted to know what you felt"

I blush for a second and he swipes my hair from my cheek behind my ear and looks deeply and longingly into my eyes. I freeze its like I can't move, this intoxication is unreal.

Baileys P.O.V

I don't know if I could hold back for much longer, she just is everything I never thought I was looking for. I wanted to kiss her there and then while we were sat, but I can't well I mean... What if she doesn't want too we have to have a conversation about what I want and need from her.

Nothing can happen until I explain to Erika what I can and can't do, it's a complicated process but I cannot lose her now. She looks so beautiful.

I then grab her hand and I take her back to my house.

"We should talk privately" I say

She smiles and says "okay"

So we take the short walk back to my house and on the way just complete silence, I see the light breeze carefully picking up her hair and swooping it. This is a great moment I think to myself.