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Keeping you updated before midnight

Yeah lol so here's a boring update of my life bc some of you found the last time I did that entertaining😂 umm yeah, I'll be talking about stuff, as always. Yeah, idk why I underlined that either.
So well, school starts on Wednesday and I assume this year will be different but I hope not bc my last was the best one so far with grades and friends I guess. It seriously was. I mean in the second half of the year I only had As in exams, ONLY. That never happened to me before EVER. And all points in the chemistry test like whaaaat. And this year can only be worse since last year I had my best report ever (yeah, even a lot better than in primary school. lol my reports in secondary school were always better than in primary school. probably bc of the now nice teachers). So yeah, that'll be horrible. And do you know what my mum said today? I'm still so angry on her bc of that. She said like "I just hope for you that your grades won't get worse bc of the one direction thing". Like what the actual heck? I know my grades will be worse bc I can't do better than last year and I srsly did my best back then. I even got an A at Chemistry and we had a new teacher there, in the first half I almost had a C and then BOOM. Lol I love it when I end up getting an A even if I only try for a C but I think that's bc of the test, if my test was a B, then the grade on the report probably too. But maths are so difficult sometimes, ugh. We learn way too much stuff at one time. I wonder how I'm supposed to survive grade 12 bc earlier there were 13 years and now only 12. Everything that I was supposed to learn in grade 12+13 was put in one year. That means two years in one year. I know I'll make my final exams but I'm so afraid of them. Like seriously, my whole future depends on them. Yeah sure later university whatever (lol no we have no college) but you seriously can't find a job anymore like nobody wants you. When did life get this hard?! My friends say like they're going to university but who will actually take them if they haven't done their final exams at a grammar school? They all say it like they'll take them anyway but I don't think so. I mean that's university, it starts to get harder already. IS IT VERY BORING READING STUFF I COMPLAIN ABOUR BC IT'S PRETTY SERIOUS AND I COULD F UP MY WHOLE FUTURE?!? Lol yeah I wrote f up. I suppose you know what that means. Yeah idk when I started talking like this either, probably like a month ago when I joined the directioners fandom on insta. But I always try not to use it but rn I couldn't find other words to express that.
Well, anyway!
What else is there...
Oh yeah Ashton Irwin's laugh! So freaking adorable, just like his voice. Sooooo cuuuuuteeee. He's cuter than an angeeeel. K, you probably don't wanna hear me fangirling😂
Soooo, what else is there?
Yeah right, I'm over my crush, yay? Or did I tell you already? Idk...
Lol if anyone asks who's my crush, it's Luke Hemmings! Ok lol so yeah. His voice is just... I won't start fangirling now, even if I already did.
Umm, you gotta listen to the acoustic version of "Beside you" like where they were in a park or sth and had an acoustic session, someone uploaded it to YouTube.
She sleeps alone, my heart wants to come home. I wish I was, I wish I was beside you...
So yeah 😂
Oh and a good video is "Heartbreak Girl", the video of that is fantaaaastic, my fav of 5SOS I think. Yeah, I even prefer the video to "Don't Stop" (the video ofc) and yeah that's the video where Luke looks super hot and I'm dying like all the time. He always looks hot but there it's just like... Idk the spot on him and you just see the details and lol ok fangirling again. So yeah I even prefer "Heartbreak Girl"'s video to that video and yes, that means sth. It's just that in the HBG (I'll just call it like this, too long) video they show their friendship and it's all so adorable. Their friendship is goals... Really.
But lol today I saw a video where they played a game and they confessed they see each other naked daily (ok?😂) and well apparently Ashton likes that😂😂if he's gay, I'll throw a party lol my friends would be like who's Ashton and he's srsly gay why do you throw a party? But I couldn't care less😂 but yeah I'm actually a hardcore Lashton shipper now😂but I still do ship cake and lol something I notice Luke smiling at Calum like... Lol idk like he's in love or sth but it's probably just me fangirling😂and I sometimes have got the feeling that Michael likes Luke😂I start shipping them too, they're just real cute. Lol yeah I ship literally everyone with Luke, is that bad? 😂 no, it's not, thank you. If you don't know 5SOS or don't like them, I'm sorry but I love them and ugh I don't even know people in real life who like 5SOS, that sucks. My best friend started liking 1D and we often sing songs of them together when we meet up and who am I supposed to sing 5SOS songs with? Exactly, there's nobodyyyy. I always sing alone but yeah together it's more fun. So yeah if I date someone (what I don't see happening😂), that person needs to like at least a bit of the music I like and should have a good voice😂 lol hasn't got to be too good but not bad😂 wow that somehow sounds... Idk lol anyway. For your information I don't think my voice is too bad and since I've only received positive feedback, I'll believe them😂😂 lol I sent a voice message with me singing to a classmate and she's always honest and lol she said first she thought it was good and then the refrain came and she was like omg this is so fucking good😂yeah literally😂that made me so happy😂 sometimes I wish I could be English so I could be in a girl group or sth😂😂😂 and yeah, I'll probably soon start acting the guitar like FINALLY. I begged my parents for months and yeeesss, finally. Then I can play the songs I like on the guitar and yeah, I like music. I don't wanna live without music I don't understand people who can't hear anything. Like how do they survive with that? Can they even be happy? Life must be so hard for them. Ok I almost wrote down things about suicide and so on, I just better skip that. Ok the last time I did this "thing" was better. I almost wrote down sth stupid. I could do the "I almost wrote down" thing for a little more. Why am I doing thiiiis idek am I that bored? Or is it that I probably won't find any time when going back to school?
Anywayyy!
Ok lol you know I actually updated my German Diecesca story twice and left them off with a cliffhanger, I'm so so nice! Like after a long time Diego and Francesca had their first kiss and then the end lol idk when I'll update next, I like leaving people off with a cliffhanger, I gotta read the comments there, it's that I love when people complain that you leave them off with a cliffhanger, idek why I love that but it's always so cute idk. I almost started taking about an embarrassing thing. Oh and btw I got three huge one direction posters😂yeah ik nice😂ok ik you don't care😂😂😂
Uuummmmm, soooo😂
1363 words for now :) :) :)
I was always afraid of this ":)" bc I thought it looks creepy (and it kinda does) but now I love it and use it and people mostly continue thinking it's creepy too yeah ik I can be creepy. :)
But it works better when you write without emojis and only ":)" lol people started freaking out bc of this bc I usually write with a lot of emojis and then this came😂😂 always funny.
I first only shipped Narry like shipping I didn't think they were real and now I ship Niam but think Narry is real. Like idk it seems so real! They hang out all the time and idk now that Lilo are so close, they're kinda there for each other idk. But the drama with 1D srsly just... Ugh, I can't take it anymore, who needs all the drama? It's soooo annoying. One more reason why I prefer 5SOS. The drama ruins it, seriously. But it's not the main reason why I prefer 5SOS now, so no hate.
Anyone tell me what to do with my life bc I'm just sucking rn😂😂
Sry for causing boredom :)
Well, I've been reading an English Lashton FF so I'll probably just continue doing that but before that change into my PJs and then read through the night. Or no, I should go to sleep, I'll do that when weekend is. I mean just this night and then one night and then in the morning school! I gotta get used to the old routine again. But I loved the six weeks of holidays. I think they were the best summer holidays I ever had actually.
Late night, I think we need a getaway
Ok that lyrics just came to my head like always when I listen too much to my fav bands. But I haven't listened to 1D for a few days now which is kinda strange but relaxing. I guess I need a short break from that. I even unfollowed all 1D pages that I followed on Facebook bc they kept appearing on my feed and yeah, it was just annoying. Mostly bc of the drama. And when there was no drama, I had to think about it bc they posted about it before. Yeah, ik, great life. But yeah now just some fun things, news things, stars things and 5SOS things keep appearing there and my life got pretty chill 😂
Directioners would say there's no chill anyway 😂😂oh yeah, since March
But lol I'm supposed to post this before midnight so I'll do that now and I'll try to go to sleep, even if I wanna read on the soooo good fanfic I've been reading (you know, the Lashton one), I think it's called "Rags Meets Riches (Lashton AU)" or like that. Yeah, it's pretty good. But I'm just at chapter 14 I think. Or 15, idk. Even if I read it for 2 hours or like that. I guess I'll just continue tomorrow since I really need the school routine thing. 11.56pm now, yeeeaaah. I still wanna post this before midnight so it's the end now.
I guess thanks for reading even if this was the most boring crap you've ever read😂(lol our English teacher always says "crap!" so I may too😏😂), 11.57pm. I really should get going/sleeping...
If you actually seriously took your time to read this, then you wouldn't bother taking time for a comment about this, would you? No? Thank you. 11.58pm.
Good night I guuueeeess

          (11.59pm)