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Sooo

Hey, it's been a while :)
Okay, just a few days, whatsoever
School's stressing me out, nothing new
Tomorrow Spanish vocabulary test, day after that English vocabulary test, a lot of homework and exams are coming
Ain't my school life awesome?
But most of you probably don't do any better
I wonder who else is reading besides those two people that vote and the few others that vote every now and then
Well, this is sorta a blog about my life with some Q&A, isn't it?
That's what ask books are supposed to be like anyway, right? So you can get to know the person
But I don't even write FFs here anymore
I wanted to update Hidden Love
Really, I wanted to
But then I was like maybe I should start something new?
And now I'm not sure what to do.
It's just that all kind of LGBT+ books on Wattpad I read weren't that good (I don't mean fan fictions, they're usually quite good)
Not that I could do it better anyway
But I wanna try
Recently I've been reading a lot of books
Right now I'm reading 'Fangirl' and 'Two Boys Kissing'
Both seem pretty good until now, I can't wait to read more
The weird thing is I paid 10€ for TBK and 9€ for FG (a bit more expensive bc they brought them from the UK) and TBK is like 180 pages or like that and FG about 450. Get my point? So weird
Maybe it's bc David Levithan is just pretty popular idk
And well I want to write for myself and maybe there are some queer people out there who would actually like to read the story if I wrote it
I mean I've still got so many ideas written down for Violetta FFs or 1D/5SOS FFs that I could easily transform into ideas for stories with a queer storyline.
I'm also pretty good at putting myself into another's position or how to say that
Idek if I'm gonna publish this chapter of my ask book
You'll see then I guess
I just don't want any of you to judge
Bc who are you to judge?
I don't think you would anyway
I mean I've talked about a lot of gay stuff here.
And lol months ago I and Jorgeb_fan_uk wanted to write a Jorggero/Leorico story 😂😂
Too bad I'm not a fan of Violetta anymore
Yesterday I went on my old Violetta account on Twitter and apparently Tini and Peter were in Italy together, looking happy and lol, everyone made a huge deal out of it
I would probably too if I was in the fandom
But all of this feels so unfamiliar to me
Idek how and why
Bc I was in that fandom for such a long time. It were over two years
Maybe I just grew up? I've got no idea
I just know back when I started liking Violetta, I was so different
Well, I was 12
12. 12. 12
Yes, 12
I found it in early April 2013
When the trailers of the second season came in Spanish
That's when I found it and it's just such a long time ago
Don't take this personally with the 'I grew up'-thing, I remember how it sucked when everyone was like it's just for little kids
No
It's for people with a big heart
Lol no I didn't lose mine
They just ran out of ideas for the show and it got boring to me
Also, there were no more new episodes or music coming
I still like the music, I just don't listen to it
I'm done with this now, just one last time
The concert
And then it's all done
Idk if I'm still gonna be online here
I mean, this might be pretty boring for you
Or not, I've got no clue
But some day, it has to end I guess (since I'm not in this fandom anymore)
'Fangirl' let me think about it more
Since that girl's now off to college and writing fanfics still
It's not a matter of age
It's a matter of what you feel
And honestly, I really loved it all
But it all looked so fake
(Yeah lol I'm talking about the Violetta cast and so on rn)
Bc everyone being super happy all the time just seems fake
What if they're depressed actually?
Or not they, Tini
Idk I've just heard stuff of Tini
Anyways, I and my dad will be heading to a multimedia shop now
Leave your thoughts in the comments of you want

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