"Discussing" (with myself) about stuff

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First of all, pic of Muke in the media. Not my fav ship but that pic looks real adorable.
Warning: this is mostly about gays, don't like, don't read.

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Lol so hi
Idk why but recently I'm reading those FFs where people like meet on the Internet and fall for each other and then meet up, it's just too cute. Lol ofc gay, I don't even read other FFs anymore😂 except for Elounor and sometimes Zerrie. But since both broke up... Lol no it's not even about this, it's about Zayn being an asshole, I still love Perrie and Elounor. No hate pls.
But aren't gay FFs the best? Srsly😂
Lol but it's weird how almost every writer has got the need to write smut in their stories😂 I'm not complaining though😏😂 lol wow ok now it looks like I'm some perv
So anyways! But aren't gays cute like I can't believe no one in my school is officially gay or bi or whatever like whaaaat? That's not possible, is it?
Lol I almost was about to do sth rn but I could regret it later so I don't.
Somehow I always have got that weird feeling that people I know in real life could actually read this ofc ik they don't but you can never know...
But anyways, I mean we even have got a disabled on my school which is very rare but no one is officially gay or bi? But I think last year was the disabled' last year since I haven't seen him around yet. And I probably won't if he's gone. But yeah I actually was talking about gays and not disabled people.
A friend told me two girls in a train had a made out right in front of her but that never happens to me like are gay people hiding of me or sth? I think gays are adorable, I never really thought about them like a few years ago like bc I never see gays around or I just don't know they're gay or whatsoever. But then there's Glee and lol no that didn't make me think about that. Maybe PLL. But I think it seriously started with 1D for me. I still can remember how I first read a loooot of Narry FFs but then mostly Niam and sometimes Nouis. A few Zouis. Yeah lol and now I'm only reading Lashton, Cake and since yesterday Muke😂 it's that I just read too many FFs so in the end there aren't many good ones left. Ikr ugh
I also tried reading girlxgirl but the ones I read were quite boring lol ok I only read one "normal" one and the rest were FFs. The "normal" one was boring but I'll give girlxgirl another try with another book. And yeah the FFs weren't real good. Jerrie (Jade+Perrie(Little Mix)). So yeah I'm still waiting for the day to come when they allow gay marriage here in Germany. But I don't see that coming soon :/
And like wth not letting gays adopting kids bc they could become gay too? Wth? The parents don't affect the sexuality, it's not even about the surroundings of a kid. Someone is gay when someone is gay, not when the other one is gay. And I don't really understand the point of my mum she said like yeah so straight people've got to get kids and gays can just adopt. That's shit, seriously. I don't even wanna discuss that, that's not even right. And it's not to chose which sexuality you've got, people shouldn't judge bc of this. I wonder how homophobic people would react if they were gay. I'm sure they wouldn't be homophobic later then. When it comes to themselves, of course not.
This srsly fucks me up. A lot.
Like they wanna legalise cannabis but they can't let gays marry? Wth?
Sometimes I'm so done with this world. If they don't let gays marry here, I'll move for sure 100% to some other country. Great Britain, Australia, Ireland (lol lets me think of sheep again), idk?! Lol why Australia lol I love 5SOS so lemme stalk them, SYDNEY I'M COMING!
And srsly, when I'm about to move away, there won't be any European Union anymore anyway so yeah. Idek why I'm talking about this.
Lol so to change the topic, I'm planning on wearing my 5SOS shirt tomorrow :)
Yeah, at the begin of the chapter I warned you that it's about gay stuff so I'll finish this with gay stuff...?

So, the finish thing:
Before writing this I read a FF which didn't contain gay smut until the epilogue and lol I thought it's non-dirty but it was. Yeah. Bye. 😂

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