hi (not) many people

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So, hi? Life update, again. If you even wanna read it. I warned you.

What's new? My school friends are still perverse af but now that like 50% of them know I'm gay, they don't say perverse stuff about me and some guys that would fit to me in their opinion. Thank God. The ones that don't know aren't that dirty so they say stuff about guys that would fit to me that isn't perverse anyway. Like wow, thanks, that's all I wanna hear. Ugh.
But well, my dad knows, I didn't tell you this, did I? Well, now you know. I'm still looking for the right moment to tell my mum. Meanwhile I'm on tumblr xD
I'm soooo glad there's tumblr, I'd be totally lost without it.
But well, not gay life stuff? xD
Umm... ... ...
Oh! Sounds Good Feels Good is released and if you wanna listen to it, I'd recommend 'vapor', you'll really like the last minute if you're a hetero girl (oh here we go again xD), even I'm not hetero and that makes me melt. Just because it's so good. Actually, the whole album is good but well, that song has all girls dying, lol. And ofc queer guys. Or maybe not queer boys too if they're into that stuff xD or if you don't identify as male or female, it'll probably have you dying too. Anyways.
I also got Badlands by Halsey like finally!!! But not the deluxe version so gasoline and strange love and some other song/songs aren't on it :/
If you've added me on snapchat, you know all of this CD stuff already... Oops
But well. My mum probably thinks I'm hetero because of all the posters of 1D and 5SOS in my room. And more stuff ofc but that's probably why she thinks I can't be gay. Like gay girls can't like male bands or what. I'm already tired of giving so many hints and no one gets it. Like even on my snapchat story I gave hints, how do people not notice?!
(The 'I found a girl' song by The Vamps which I fangirled over and said how it's sooo cool they have a song about a gay girl but no ofc nobody notices ok?? like what??)
This must be so annoying, sorry. But I'm going to tell you more gay stuff because I don't know what to tell you.
So yesterday it was like a friend had a world map and she was bored so we all played a game with it where you have to say 'stop' and she'll say something related to the country that her finger lands on. It went like this.
Her: So, your husband will be from...
What I think: Husband, are you kidding me? I'm gay! GAY!
What I say: Umm, stop.
Her: Your future husband is from Tunisia!
What I say: Yeah, sure, my future HUSBAND is from TUNISIA.
What I think: Why can't she notice I'm gay? Wtf.
I know, this is so tumblr. Don't judge me. But seriously, why won't anyone notice?
Or in physics it was like we had a break and there were siting to girls in front of us and another friend was talking to me.
Her: Look, she's a lesbian and the one next to her is bisexual.
What I think: Are you kidding me? Look at me! Are you fucking kidding me... I'm sitting right next to you...
What I say: Aha...
Is paying attention so hard like all they do is study and they're not on social networks (just Instagram and upload their private photos) like don't they have a life? Is that all they do the whole time? Like okay...
I'm not on my laptops for hours every day... Ha ha, noooo, I'd never...

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