When I was headed out of the waterfall I wondered what Jai was thinking..if he regrets doing the things he does to me. No! Stop thinking about that idiot, he's the one who's causing everything in your life! My mind was telling me but something in my heart was saying he could change.. There is still something that could change him... Something special.
I wrote into my journal... Let me introduce you to Giggle. Giggle is my journal.. Yes I did name my journal, just go with it. Giggle is like my best friend, I could always write my feelings onto her and then it'll make me feel better without expressing myself. Which is kinda bad cause all "pain demands to be felt." Sounds cheesy cause I stole it from a book but it's true. I don't handle my feelings or emotions the way their suppose to be handled and it creates this horrible thing inside of me hating everything in the world and even hating myself. But it's what I do , stay quiet or write in my journal.
I named my journal giggle cause I love making people laugh. Yeah I know it's weird only having 3 friends counting your journal but I love making Kaitlin and Amanda laugh. Their always happy and they have no one that bully's them. Anyway I bring Giggle everywhere I go, you never know if you get angry or sad or happy and you want to express yourself without looking like a maniac.
When I finally got home to do my homework I was stopped by my mum.
" Honey where were you, Mrs. Suarez said you weren't there for your last classes , what happened?"
Oh shoot what am I going to say?!!?
" Oops sorry mum I was on my way to class when I twisted my ankle and then I couldn't walk but a took a taxi to Starbucks and did some of my homework there until I felt better." I said lying through my teeth.
"Oh ok um are you ok, do you need ice on your ankle?"
She was so sweet that's why I love my mum.
" No thank you, I'm feeling much better." I smiled.
And headed upstairs feeling guilty for lying to her.
I did my homework and headed to take a shower. After I finished I put some ice on my bruises for about 10 minutes and put make up on it. Put my pj's on since it was about 8:00 and headed downstairs to eat.
" Hey mum what's for dinner?" I asked curiously.
" OH MY GOODNESS!! I almost forgot we have dinner at Gina's!!"
" who is Gina?"
" Our neighbors we have to be ready at 8:30 go and dress nicely!!"
" Ugh ok mum."
Since I barely don't ever wear dresses, I had to go through my mum's closet from when she was a teen and she wore dresses. I found this cute, aqua dress that was mid way up my thigh and strapless.
And I hoped that I could make some friends.
After I curled my blonde hair into big luscious curls and did my makeup as good as I could and texted Kaitlin and Amanda in a groupchat that I was going over a neighbors house for dinner wish me luck.✌️ And was ready
When my mum came out looking fabulous as she always does with a yellow dress a little longer than mine, we were ready to go.
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the makeover ; jdb
Novela Juvenil" I know we haven't had the best past but I'm truly desired to change just for you." He said his voice just below a whisper. I could see it in his eyes, there was something much more than just sorrow. Something else I didn't know
