the makeover ; jdb

Chapter 26

****RECALL****

I dropped my pen and headphones and scurried off trying to follow the sound. Then the sound was coming from Jai's room.. Of course I was scared but my curiosity got the best of me and anyway it was in the heat of the moment I couldn't just turn away.

I opened the door a quickly as possible only seeing the worst..

****PRESENT TIME****

I looked around the room and saw clothes everywhere.. The lamp splattered on the floor with glass stuck in the rug. The curtains that cover up the window were ripped or on the floor. Then I hear another crash.

I jump a bit and look over, seeing Jai with scissors aiming to his wrist.

" NOO!" I ran over to Jai throwing the scissors to the wall.

" NOO!! WHY DID YOU DO THAT!?!" Jai screamed at me, crying.

His hair was messed up, bloodshot eyes. A few cuts on his face.

I slowly walked over to where he was, opening my arms to hug him.

" IM SORRY, IM SORRY" he cried harder.

" shhhh it's ok, Jai " I said hugging him, playing with his hair.

" ITS NOT FUCKING OK!" He screamed, grabbing the knife next to him. Cutting my shoulder not too deep. But just enough that it cut my skin.

I hissed a bit but wasn't afraid. I hugged him from behind, with my arms wrapped around his waist and my back against the wall.

" shhhh, it's ok" I whispered. He cried softer but still cried.

" let's go take a bath" I smiled.

" your suppose to be mad at me." He paused.

" WHY ARENT YOU MAD!" He screamed louder than before.

" HIT ME, MAKE ME BLEED TO DEATH, IM THE ONE WHO CAUSED YOU THIS PAIN! KILL MEE!!!!!" He shouted grabbing my hand harshly, hitting himself with it.

" cause I have a heart... I have a soul, though it may not seem like it. I try not to have feelings but I do, just like you. Come on.." I whispered softly into his ear.

I grasped his hand in mine and helped him up into the bath.

When we were in the bathroom. I sat him down on the toilet and carefully took his shirt off.

I knew his feelings were hurt, he tried helping me when I had no one but I didn't let him in.

Now it's the other way around.

I knew he was crying so his vision is a bit blurred so I'm just going to take this time and shower him carefully. And also it's time for me to shower..

As I looked at his bare chest I saw he had a large split open cut probably with the knife. I wet the towel a bit and put some soap on it. Then cleaned the cut not to get infected.

I grabbed the first aid- kit and stitched the cut closed

" how do you know how to do that?" Jai asked curiously.

I don't really want to tell him that I learned by myself when he once punched me in the stomach with his ring on in high school, the ring created a horrible cut across my stomach.

He certainly took the pain really well, when I first stitched up my stomach, it was an unbelievable pain because it was my first time.

Next I let my hair go, and took off my enormous sweater. Next off was my shirt.

He stopped looking at his closed cut and caressed the cut he caused on my shoulder.

" I-I did that d-didn't I " he said getting ready to bawl once again into tears.

I quickly hugged him, sitting on his lap while he was sitting on the toilet..

Carefully putting my petite hands on his face so he could look straight into my eyes. " shh baby" I whispered. Then he hugged my bare back, landing his head on my shoulder and his face in my neck.

After a while, he stopped crying and continued taking off his pants. And I prepared the bath for both of us.

And added some bubbles to the bath.

As he was naked up to his underwear and I was naked up to my undergarments.

He entered into the warm soapy water.

While I stitched up my own cut.

( just pretend that when you stitch things up it doesn't hurt..)

After I was done stitching my cut, I entered my feet into the bath.

" tell me what's on your mind" I said playing with the bubbles, putting them on my face.

" your suppose to be mad at me.." He continued.

I quickly changed the subject by asking " want to wash my hair?"

" sure, I guess.." He said unsurely

I gave him the shampoo and let him do the job.

" I've never done this before" he laughed putting the wet hair on my face.

I flipped my hair backwards hitting him in the face with it. And we laughed.

" your pretty good for a boy who's never washed a girls hair before." I said still laughing.

" no.. I meant I never took a shower/bath with anyone but my brothers.." He said, only making me turn around and stare at his eyes.

" haha"I laughed a nervous laugh as I tucked my hair behind my ear.

He grabbed my chin and turned it towards his face " your so beautiful, up close" he said playing with my chin

He's the only boy who's made me blush in a long time. And right now we're barely wearing clothes and his face is so close to mine it's almost like I can't control myself..

I grabbed his face and smashed my lips onto his. It wasn't sooner when he started kissing too. My hands made their way up to his wet, curly hair. As he was approaching to me, with our lips still in contact his strong arms were positioning them onto my waist and moving up and down. Then I slightly moaned, shocking me and Jai. I unwrapped my hands out of his hair and disconnected my lips against his.

" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to" I blushed madly.

" don't apologize." He said.

" you made me feel better...." he

smiled.

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