Same Mistakes - Jace Norman

Chapter 10

A/N: GUYS. I'm so sorry. I know I also say I'm going to update regularly and stuff but it never happens. Even though it's summer, I'm really busy 24/7. I've been on a lot of vacations and don't have any time to write. I'll try my best to update regularly again. If worst comes to worst, I'll Ask someone to co-write so I can update each week!! Ily all and thanks for all the support!!
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I don't know how to feel about this. The image of Jace and the blonde kissing keeps replaying in my head. I feel so betrayed right now. So cheated. So used. Was everything we talked about a couple nights ago just a lie?

Jace and I weren't officially dating I guess. But the words that came out of his mouth definitely lead me on to believe he wanted to be.

So what now? How can I confront him without sounding like a jealous freak? And plus, I didn't want to sound like a stalker. But I couldn't pretend like nothing happened. Jace really hurt me, even if he didn't mean it.

I turned my phone on to check the time. 1:37 am. I should seriously get some sleep. I clicked my phone off and jumped in bed. Thoughts raced through my mind about Jace. Why won't he get out of my head? Ugh. I was filled with frustration, anger, depression and sadness when I closed my eyes.

When I woke up the next morning, I did not feel any better than the night before. I knew already it was going to be a bad day.

I threw on a pair of shorts and a blue crop top I got from Abercrombie. There was literally nothing to do so I decided to call up one of my friends.

I opened my messages and by instinct I clicked on Jace's name. I started to type ," wanna hang out?"

Then I sadly realized what happened the night before. I quickly deleted the message and texted my friend McKenna and asked her if she wanted to come over.

The moment she rang the doorbell, I slid down the stairs to go greet her. I haven't seen McKenna in a while. She's one of my loyal and trustworthy friends. They're hard to come by in your life.

"Oh my god hi!" I instantly hugged her. "I've missed you so much!"

I tried to take my mind off Jace while hanging out with McKenna. I tried to zone out on my thoughts but it kept bugging me.

"Okay, what's bothering you?" McKenna asked.

Oh shit. She noticed. I didn't want to say anything about it but she was one of my best friends. I had to.

"It's a long story." I awkwardly said. We both shifted to the couch from the kitchen.

"Tell me about it?" McKenna carefully asked without being too nosy.

I've been keeping every mystery from Jace to myself for the last couple years. Maybe it's time to let someone else know.

"So, I have a best friend. Jace Norman, you've probably heard me talking about him" I started the story. " we were fighting once and he kissed me.. After a couple days, we were just sitting up in my balcony and talking. And he said he wanted to be more than friends with me. And it took me a lot but I agreed with him. I've loved him for a while now. But yesterday, I tried to go talk to him at his house but when I snuck in through the back door, he was outside kissing another blonde. I honestly don't know what to feel."

"Do you truly love him, or is it just another crush?" McKenna asked.

"God, if only I could explain it. Every time I'm with him the energy rises. I'm happy. No matter what, Jace puts a smile on my face. I feel this kind of sensation that I've never felt with anyone else. If only he felt the same..."

"Babe, if you really love him that much, go talk to him. Reach for the stars while you can."

And that's exactly what I should do.