Chapter 11 - Confusion

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So sorry that I took time to publish a new chapter! Time just got out of my hands, but here it is. I hope you enjoy it!
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Every little movement that he made, hurt. His body ached from the torture Sehun had done to him, and from yesterday. Yesterday was the worst memory that Luhan had in the back of his mind, he couldn't think of anything else.
How Sehun forced himself on him, and not even with gentle hands. How he forced his cock inside him, ripping Luhan apart.
But he couldn't cry anymore. It felt like there were no more tears left, to let out.
He still felt like crying, he couldn't have felt more upset than he felt at that very moment.
What day was it today? He couldn't hold count anymore, and it was so close to that he didn't care about it. He just wanted this to be over.
He just wanted to die, to feel the weight on his shoulders disappear.

But somehow, Sehun changed. It was easy to see when he went over to Luhan to unlock his hands from the chains. He looked at Luhan, squatted down in front of him with a glass of cold water.
That glass seemed so delicious in Luhan's eyes, as he was quite dehydrated and hungry, but he didn't take it.
He didn't dare.. What if it was poisoned or something? Maybe this was his way to kill him. But in all honesty it wasn't, and Sehun proved that as he took a sip of the cold liquid before handing it to Luhan again. The other hesitated but then sat up and took the glass out of Sehun's hands
Without another hesitation his body lifted the glass up to his dried out lips and slurped it down within a minute. His fingers clenched around the glass as he then stayed silent, not knowing what to say. He wanted to thank him, but he didn't want to show any obedience to Sehun anymore.
Sehun knew that as he then grabbed the glass to take it out of Luhan's hands.

-"I'll bring you some food" Sehun said, his voice was raspy and he looked like he hadn't had any sleep at all. And that was true.
The incident about the raping, made him feel so guilty that he didn't sleep all night. And with the hangover, it just made it all feel even worse for him. But he deserved it, he thought. It was what he deserved after killing so many people and hurting his loved one.
Or he didn't really care about the others. He didn't even care to remember the names of those he killed. Luhan was different, he wasn't just another victim and he knew that.
Both of them knew that.

Luhan couldn't help but be even more surprised by Sehun's kindness.
He couldn't help but think that Sehun felt guilty about yesterday.
But it wouldn't make him forgive him. He ran his fingers over the scars on his arms, staying silent as he studied them. It looked horrible. His before beautiful white skin was ruined, now covered in scars.
He thanked Sehun a bit though, in his own little mind. Cause it seemed that Sehun had washed him while he had been passed out, so the wounds would be clean from any bacteria at all.
Luhan was knocked out of his thoughts as he heard a thud on the ground. He couldn't help but jump a little, and look at the area with slightly widened eyes.

But they slowly turned to normal as he noticed what it was. It was bandage.
He looked up to eye at the other but he was already gone. Slowly he took the bandage and started to wrap it around his scars on his arms, his neck and ankles as well.
It still hurt as he moved. Every little movement.. But the worst was the pain that shot from his ass, hip and all the way to his back.
The raping was definitely the most painful torture he had experienced in these days, while he had been in this place.
Not that he ever had experienced anything like this, and he was glad about that. But somehow he wish he was prepared for something like this.
He had always seen series and movies about this, but he never would have thought it would happen to him in person.

Sehun then joined back into the room, with a plate of food. It seemed like something expensive, something made in an restaurant.
And it was, he had ordered it was take-away to bring it home to Luhan.
Luhan couldn't help but smile a bit, the food looked so appetizing.
"It's not so hot any more, because you slept for so long" Sehun mumbled and placed the plate in the other's lap before turning around to sit in the other end of the room, lighting up a smoke.
"Th-thank you.." Luhan couldn't help but thank him for this delicious meal, cause Sehun could've just chosen to starve him to death if that was what he wished for.

-"Don't thank me" It sounded a bit cold from Sehun as he inhales the smoke form the cigarette.
Sehun didn't want to hear any thanks, the smile Luhan made was enough to make everything just a little bit harder for him.
And that aside, his wound on his shoulder had opened back up after the raping. Staining his shirt, shooting throbs of huge pain as he was stabbed every time he felt the wound pound.
But he had thought this through, as when he went for food to Luhan and bandage, he bought clean alcohol, a needle and a thread to stitch it all back together.

He hesitated a bit, he knew this would hurt like crazy. But he knew if he didn't fix it, he'd either bleed to death in the end or infection would hit the wound.He unbuttoned his shirt to slowly take it off, gritting his teeth in pain as the fabric ran across the open wound.
It got Luhan's attention, as he heard Sehun groan in pain as he poured alcohol over the wound. Luhan's eyes widened as he saw what was going on, but he couldn't make himself speak.
He just sat there and stared at the other.

Sehun warmed up the needle with his lighter before ripping his shirt apart to tie a piece a cloth into a knot, biting into the cloth.He took a deep breath, as he closed his eyes for a while.
This was bad, he knew that. But he couldn't go back to the hospital.

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