Unexpected

33

She holds me in her embrace, and it feels like forever. I don't mind it, though. I wouldn't wish this away ever. Holding her in my arms after these tough times is something that I didn't realize I needed so badly, but it's like everything bad has just gone away. When I think about it, she truly is the only person I need right now.
There's a difference between Miley and my team. I couldn't tell you why I feel emotionless when I was with them before I met Miley. It's weird for me to say, but I love them and care for them, and they feel the same towards me. I don't get why I can just feel nothing when I'm with them, though. I know it happened after I watched my parents get murdered and Selena broke my heart as if it was nothing, but wouldn't you think that with them my feelings would have remained in tact? I don't know why it was Miley. I just saw her and knew, and it was so odd. I was so confused at first, and I feel like that's why I had to pursue it. I had to be around her because what were the odds of that happening again? I honestly didn't think I'd feel again but she proved it wrong, and I couldn't pass it up. Who fucking knew I would fall so hard again? I never thought I'd love again if I'm being honest here. But, here's this amazing girl that just showed up and changed my life. I never would have expected things to be this way, and there have been some pretty shitty situations but as long as I have her I couldn't care less. She changed my life, and is the only person who has been able to make me feel again ever since my parents death. Well, besides Hailey which confuses me a bit, but I'm going to shake that off. Anyways, I can't help but think about how lucky I've gotten with all of this shit. I haven't been the biggest Christian for a while now, but damn God has worked his magic on me. I don't know why he chose me, but I'm not complaining at all. I wouldn't trade the relationship I have with Miley for the world.
She lets go of me, and I weirdly feel sad. I'm not ready to let go. She looks at me and I pout.
"What?" She asks, placing a hand on my cheek.
"I wasn't ready to let go," I inform her.
A small grin appears on her face, and she rolls her eyes. I wrap my arms around her torso and lay down, dragging her down with me. She lays on top of me and I slowly move my hands up and down her back.
"Don't roll your eyes at me," I tease.
She looks down at me and rolls her eyes once again, a smile playing on her face. I move my hands down to her ass and give it a squeeze, catching her by surprise. I roll her onto her back and hover over her.
"You're so rebellious," I state.
"I have to be with you," she says.
"You know what you should rebel against?" I ask.
She raises her eyebrows in question, waiting for me to respond. I place a soft kiss on her lips, and let them linger there for a bit. I remove my lips from her lips and bring them to her neck, and I place a small kiss there.
"You should rebel against going today, and stay here with me," I respond.
She manages to slip away from under me, and she goes to the closet, turning on the light. I let my body fall to the bed, and I roll over on my back.
"Come on, it's not a bad idea," I tell her.
"I need to do this," she says back to me from the inside of the closet.
"What if I gave you a lesson?" I question.
"I don't think that'd be a good idea, Justin," she answers.
I push myself up in bed and roll my eyes at her even though she can't see me. I let out a deep breath and run my fingers through my hair.
"Whys that?" I ask.
"I feel like you wouldn't take it seriously the whole time, and you would be too easy on me and that's not what I need. If Scooter thought you were cut out for the job, he would have gotten you to do it," she replies.
"Fuck what Braun thinks, I could easily train you," I start getting defensive.
She turns off the closet light and walks out. As sit up in bed, I watch Miley get ready for her first self defense lesson. Her hair is up in her infamous bun, and she wears a black sports bra with black yoga capris. She sits on the end of the bed to cover her feet with socks.
"It's not a big deal, Justin," she shrugs.
"Whatever," I reply.
"We'll be together tonight, its alright," she looks over at me and smiles.
I don't say anything, I just continue to watch her. I don't like the thought of another man pretty much wrestling around with her. I don't like the thought of another man maybe accidentally (or purposely) touching her breasts or ass as he shows her how to do something. I don't like the thought of another man even trying to teach her how to defend herself and possibly hurting herself. I mean, it could be a woman but I know Braun and I know there's an extremely slim chance of that happening.
  "So what are you going to do all day? Miss me?" She changes the subject as she finishes getting ready.
I smirk at her comment and crawl behind her, putting my hands on her upper back and start to gently rub it. I place small kisses on her neck while doing so.
"That's a given," I say in between a kiss.
  "Baby, stop, I have stuff to do," she breaths.
  "That's okay," I say into her flesh.
Give in, baby. Stay here.
I move my hands from her back and place them on each side of her body, slowly bringing them down her torso. Once my hands reach her hips, I bring them to her legs and place my fingers on her inner thigh, and slowly pull her legs apart. I nibble and suck on her skin as my fingers gently move up, and I hear a soft moan escape her mouth. I place my fingers on her sex, and tease her by rubbing it.
  "Justin," she moans.
"You want to?" I whisper in her ear.
She remains silent as she places her hand on mine, and brings it to the waistband of her pants, wanting me to enter and continue on.
  "I don't know, we both have stuff to do," I say as I slip my thumbs into her pants.
  "Mm, what are you doing today?" She asks.
  "I have to work."
  I start to trail kisses down to her shoulder, and slip my hands into her pants.
  "On me?" She asks, spreading her legs a little more.
  "Hm, I don't know," I answer.
  I remove my hands from her pants, and move in front of her. I gently push her down, and place my hands on each side of her. I look down at her, and her eyes lock with mine. I lean in, placing a hard kiss on her lips. I can feel her kiss back, and she wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me closer to her. I move my lips to her cheek, then place kisses along her jaw. I find my way back to her neck, but I trail kisses down to her chest, but stop when I get to her sports bra. Normally, I would take it off and work my magic but sadly, I don't have time for that. I start to slowly trail kisses down her stomach, and glance up at her. Her eyes are closed, and her mouth is open. She breathes heavily, anticipation building up.
"You want me?" I ask as I place my hands on her hips.
"Mm," she replies.
I slowly pull her pants down, and toss them to the side. I place my hand on her wet sex, and start to tease her some.
"Do you want me?" I ask again.
"I do," she breaths.
I pull her panties down, and I hover over her again. I place a hand on her sex, and place my thumb on her clit. She gasps, and opens up her eyes. I smirk at her reaction, and start to massage her clit.
"You what?" I ask.
"Justin," she moans.
"I want you to say it," I tell her.
I start to place kisses on her neck, and enter a finger inside of her. I pump it in and out slowly.
Before I continue on, knocks are heard on the door.
"Miley, are you ready?" Scooter asks on the other side.
Miley shoots up, but I continue what I'm doing.
"Lay down," I demand, placing another finger in her.
She lets out a moan, and closes her eyes.
"Quiet baby," I whisper. "Lay down."
She listens, and I move my fingers in and out of her faster.
"She's getting dressed still, she'll be out in a minute," I yell to Braun.
"She has five minutes," he yells back.
"Alright," I reply.
He says nothing else, so I assume he's away from the room. I move my fingers in and out even faster. She lets out a quiet moan.
"Come on baby," I say.
"I want you, Justin," she whines.
"We have five minutes," I reply.
"Stop," she breaths.
"What?"
"Stop."
I do as she says. She stands up and takes me by surprise when she pushes me on the bed. She pulls off my sweats and boxers in one swift movement.
"Lay down," she instructs.
I do as she says once again. She crawls onto the bed, and places herself on me, making my size enter her. She lets out a moan, and I do the same.
"Fuck Miley, we have five minutes," I say.
She moves up and down, riding me. I place my hands on her hips, and give into her needs. It doesn't take long for her to speed up her pace, and it feels so fucking nice. She moans my name, and after a little bit we both finish, and she ends up beside me. We breath heavily and in sync. She places a soft kiss on my lips, and then looks up at the ceiling.
  "You really wanted me," I state, a smirk on my face.
  She sits up and looks at me, a little smile playing on her face. She ignores my comment and goes into the closet, naked from the waist down. She comes out with panties on, and walks over to her pants on the floor and goes to put them on, the smile still on her face.
  "What?" I ask.
  "Nothing baby, I better hurry," she replies.
  "No, tell me."
  She shakes her head no, and sits at the end of the bed, putting on her socks.
  "Tell me," I repeat as I get up to grab a new pair of boxers.
  "There's nothing to tell," she replies.
  I look over at her as I pull the boxers up to my waist, and the smile still plays on her face. She stands up, and starts to make her way to the door. I block the door, and she stops.
  "Justin, I have to go," she reminds me.
  "I'm aware," I say.
  "So let me go."
  "I just want to know what you were smiling about."
  She lets out a sigh and the smile reappears on her face.
  "It's just funny how confident you are sometimes," she shrugs.
  "Don't I have a reason to be?" I question.
  "I don't know, do you?"
  "I mean, I'd say I'm great in bed."
  She puts her hands on her hips and opens her mouth as if she's offended.
  "What?" I ask, confused.
  "I did a lot of the work today," she says.
  "Yeah, alright," I nod.
  I walk closer to her and grab her hand, pulling her close to me. I wrap a hand around her waist a place a soft kiss on her lips.
  "It definitely caught me by surprise, baby," I inform her.
  "I figured," she says.
  "I wasn't disappointed, though," I wink.
  "Good, I wouldn't want to disappoint you," she smiles.
  Knocks are heard on the door again, and immediately Miley pulls away from me.
  "Miley!" Braun yells.
  She heads for the door, and when she opens it we see Scooter impatiently waiting for her. He gives me a dirty look, and I return it.
  "If this shit happens again you two are going to have to split up for a bit. I'd say your safety is a little more important than intimate moments right now," Braun says to the both of us.
  "Alright, well we're done," I say with annoyance.
  "Yeah, took you long enough. Don't get an attitude with me, McCann, and don't forget you have shit to do today," Braun says angrily.
  I ignore his annoying comment and walk over to Miley, giving her a quick kiss.
  "Be safe today, and don't be too hard on yourself. I love you, and will see you tonight," I say.
  "I love you," she replies.
  With that, Scooter and Miley walk away.
I walk into the bathroom, and decide to hop in the shower real quick before I start my day.

I decide to wear a black tshirt, black pants, black shoes, and a white beanie to change it up a bit. Sometimes I get sick of all of the black, but it's uniform. I let out a sigh as I grab my keys from on top of the dresser. I make my way downstairs, and notice that Hailey is all by herself.
"Hey, where's everyone at?" I question.
"The girls went to go train with Miley because Scooter said its been a while, and then Scooter told the other guys to help you out and to take some of your stuff," she replies.
"He's so fucking annoying," I grumble.
"Scooter?" She asks for clarification.
"Yes. I swear he does shit just to piss me off," I roll my eyes.
"What exactly is pissing you off?"
"He of course made sure Miley went to do this today, and I know it's good for her but I don't trust anyone outside of this circle with her. Then, he has them take my shit to do, but not only that he's making me do my half alone. I know those guys and I know how good they are at getting off track and fucking shit up."
"I can go with you if you want," Hailey offers.
I walk into the kitchen and think on it real quick. I grab a bottle of water and open it, taking a few drinks.
"You sure?" I ask from the kitchen.
"Yes, I'm so bored and I just want to get out of here," she groans.
I walk back into the living room and look at her, nodding.
"Yeah, alright. You can come with me," I say.
She smiles and jumps off the couch. She starts to make her way downstairs.
  "Let me go get changed real quick and then we can go," she says.
  "Sounds like a plan," I smile.