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Jacob

I'm so excited!!! But before I tell you why I'm excited, let me fill you guys in on shit that had happened. It been two weeks since me and Tj went to the hospital. In that time period, Chresanto tried contacting me but I didn't respond at all. I'm kinda skeptical on the whole thing. I'm starting to like Tj and he said he's dangerous so I'm going to take his word for him until otherwise. Tj and I have gotten really close. I learned so much about him and he learned a lot about me too! I do feel kinda bad because I couldn't tell him about my past a lot. My past....it's kinda fucked up. But Tj did open up a little about his past. The reason why his sister Brit was and still is in the hospital because of him but he said he didn't mean to do it , he said Chresanto told him to. At first I was like 'The hell? Can't nobody make you do something ' he went on explaining how hard it was for his mother being a single mother with three children. He had to make a hard decision so they can be taken care of . But the thing that caught me was he had two other siblings other then Brit. He also had a little sister name Journey (my name😋) and a little brother name Troy. He said Chresanto and his boy killed them but when I asked for details, he tried but failed at telling, saying it's horrible to even think of.

I never saw Chresanto as a killer , like he seems like the sweetest person. But never judge a book by its cover. But for some reason I feel that I should at least give him a chance. I don't feel it's right to cut him off just because Tj says so. What if Tj lied?

I mean that's crazy !

Why would Tj lie about someone killing his siblings. That would be crazy , but this shit is way off topic!

I was suppose to be telling you why I'm so excited! Brit is almost fully recovered!!!!!

Tj didn't tell me the details on what she's recovering from but he did say it's because of Chresanto!

I kinda am starting to dislike Chresanto . All the things he done to Tj and is family!

"Yo Jay! It's time got school!"
Ugh school! But I call it my hell , I've been staying over Tjs since last week. My mother doesn't give a fuck to be honest. She actually don't care what I do or who I'm with . Her thing is 'I don't give a fuck , just don't get pregnant ' which kin- no , it hurts. It does, she's suppose to be my mother and she should care . She stopped caring for me when I was 13. Don't let that sweet shit from chapter one fool ya. She's a true bitch , but boy oh boy she loves my little sister. That's her only child even though she has two others.

Yes I said two

I don't talk about him at all because the shit that happened that summer was horrible . It was some true bullshit.

My brother name is Marc (in the mm) and let's just say he was my mother least favorite.

It would be an understatement if I said she hate him. She truly hates her oldest son.

Marc is six years older than me.

Do the fucking math readers!

(He's 23)

Bet Journey gave you the fucking answer but he's 23.
He was ..... Like my life support. Definitely that summer . He was their whenever I needed help . My first day of school, my first time shopping for bras , when I first started getting periods.
He was the only one on this earth that truly knows me. All my secrets .

My mother made me lose contact with him after that summer .

But little did she know , I was still called him , texted him and everything.

When I turned sixteen, he tried his hardest to come back here but my mother didn't allow it and threatened to call the police on him . For what you might ask? That summer