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"U-Ugh Faster!"
"Shit I'm trying!"

He thrust in and out of me with powerful force , sending pleasure though my whole body

I grabbed his shoulders looking at the sexy view of my first love sweating biting his lip

"You like that baby!"

I arched my back making his dick go deeper into me , oh my god this is heaven

"Oh God! Yass deeper!"

He drills deeper in me , making me feel him in my stomach.

???? Kiss my chin and starts licking on my breast . I felt my nipples harden

"Baby say you love me" thrusting even deeper which hurt .

I hissed as he went faster
"I-I-I"

"SAY IT" biting my neck , thrusting faster .

Making it impossible for me to say I love you .

I opened my mouth to say it but I couldn't. All this fucking pleasure is too fucking much for me.

"Please" I pled trying to pulling my myself off of him.

"You ain't going nowhere! Say you love me!"

I looked down and saw ???? Pulling all the way out and slam back in hard

"GOD!" I put my head back on the pillow moaning

"Jay I love you "

I grabbed his face and kissed him while he kept thrusting

"I love you too M"

As soon as that came out he cummed in me while I did the same.

He was pulling out but I stopped him "keep it need please"

He nodded, kissing my chin felling asleep on my chest .

I hope we can have this forever

"Jay?"

I shook my head turning to Chresanto who was on this bed typing away in his phone but stopped
"Yeah"

"You good? You kinda blanked out" he said , sitting up looking at me with a worried look.

"Yeah I'm fine just thinking"

He nodded going back to his phone.

God I didn't realize how much I missed him. We was together for a long time. We started dating when I was 12 he was 17.
I lost my v card to him , I was young and dumb to think that he would stay.

The relationship was wrong in so many ways. I wasn't suppose to have those type of feeling towards him.

He was my everything.

At the time , mother was never home. I was getting bullied and he was there.
I mean he could have left but he didn't because of me. He cared , I know he did!

If it wasn't for me he wouldn't be in jail right now. It was truly my fault, I was just so attached to him. I needed him. His touch his kiss his attention his everything. 

I loved him , I still do.

He was my light in the dark. He cared when nobody did.

And bitch!!! the sex!

It was sweaty rough , ass smacking, name calling sex. Ahhh omg I remember all the times.

All the times when he made me taste my own cum. To be honest, I tasted good as fuck .

He was everything I need.

But that all changed when that summer happened

"I'm hungry Jay"

I smiled , he still seems nervous about the whole thing and I completely understand why .

I got from my seat walking to the front door "I'm going to get some fast food for us"

"K!"

Shaking my head , I started my walk to the nearest fast food place . I didn't want to drive because I wanted some time to think.

I really don't know why I'm so stressed for! I'm stressing over shit that ain't got nothing to do with me in the first place but I still manage to get involved. I definitely involved since Tj is in it.
Tj

I really feeling him and I know he's feeling me because the way he treats me.

He's everything I ever wanted in a guy

But I'm still hoping for M

I'm kinda ashamed of what I did with M and that I actually love him. He's so special to me and with him being in jail , t too much for me to handle right now.

I do want to go visit him but I just don't know. Last time I saw him was when he was getting arrested. He told me he loved me.

I never cried so hard in my life!

I didn't eat for months , didn't go to school, I didn't even brush my teeth.

I was a hot ass mess . He tried calling from jail but mother wouldn't allow it. She was against our relationship and I get why but you can't be closed minded when it comes to love .

You just can't

😶😶 this was short as fuck! I'm sorry! I kinda just wanted to write a little smunt 😳

I also wanted this chapter to be a chapter just for Jacob thinking 🙇🏽

Who's M?
(But if you really think about and got back to the earlier chapters you'll now)

Ready for that Tj , Chesanto , Brit talk??

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