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Jacob

"Jay.....you sleep"

I laugh "no why"
He pulled me to his chest while playing with my curly afro

"I love you"
I looked at his face , tracing over his tattoos, saying "I love you too "

He kissed my neck humming a song we use to sing together 'stay with me'

"Don't matter what happens, please don't leave me Jay"

"I won't"

"Oh my fucking God!! Jay wake the hell up!"

I giggled at his fussing, " I'm up"

Tj pulled me from the bed pecking my lips " we'll get ready then , school starts in about an hour "

I grabbed Tjs face and pulled him into a kiss , a good morning kiss

We pulled away looking at each other, smiling like fools.

"You know we can skip school today and......you know"

I laughed pulling out of his embrace walking to the bathroom " not today lover boy , no eating for ya today "

I close and locked the door just in case Tj tries to get in here. Foolish

No me and Tj are not dating!
We are.......friends but not friends at the same time. Like we're not dating but we do all the couple shit like kissing, cuddling, blowjobs, and shit like that . We haven't had sex either!
I mean , I do want to have sex but I don't know. We came close to fucking but somehow it never happens.

I should really talk to Tj about what we are so no one gets confused on that. I do like Tj , but not like like Tj . He sure turns me on.

Bitch ! This nigga is freaky as hell. He like using sex toys and me calling me daddy.

Like last night, he made me hold my cum while he took at shower and he he got out I couldn't hold it no more so I cummed but he was not happy about that!

As a punishment he made me ride his finger while he was eating my ass!

That nigga ate the booty!!! Ahhhh nasty great ass , I never had my ass ate and it was a weird feeling but it felt good as fuck.

I cummed like five time that night! It was crazy .

"Yo you taking a shit or something??"

I laughed at his stupidity "no nigga! Come here!"

Tj picked the lock and opening the door with an rises eyebrow.

"I wasn't shiting ! I was thinking about last night events " I smirked while picking up my wrap around pulling my hair into a ponytail

"Awwww , you like how I eat the booty baby "
Tj walks behind me kissing my neck , pulling me back so my butt was on his area . "Jay what are we"

(That awkward moment when y'all fuck buddies and he asks what are we😭😭)

I looked at him in the mirror, turning around to look at him "let's talk"

I took his hand in mines , taking us to the bed . I sat down Indian Style , Tj doing the same.

"Tell me what you feel about me Tj".

Tj leaned back on the pillow, sighing "mannnn I don't love for sure .......but it's something about you that's making feel like I can trust you" I nodded the whole tell , he sat up and looked at me "Jay I want to tell you about it but I can't , I'm really trying but I don't like going back there "

I sadly smiled at him while running my fingers through his fluffy curls. "I know I know, you can take your time. Just know I'm not leaving"

He looked up and smiled with a few tears running down his face, "I'm really fucked up , I've done things to hurt my family and the ones around meh" he started singing a song

Momma loves you
Yes I do
Your my pride
Your my diamond in the rust
I do
I do
Momma loves you teddy

Tj had more tears coming down his now red face.
I really don't know what to since I don't know happened.

"My momma use to make me and my siblings get up real early in the morning and she made us wash our feet , hands , face , behind our ears and neck. Brit would put her head wrap on while me and my brother put our beanies on. My father would make us pray the opening prayer one at a time and if we didn't do you right he would get a metal stick and burn it with fire and put it to our skin while we redo it....."

What kind of father would burn his own sons in the name of God. I looked to Tj , he had an blank expression with a smile with tears running down his face.
I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't

"Of course he made us not tell momma but how did she not know. The bruises the burn marks ." He started laughing but went straight back to a blank look.

Ummmmm okay ?

"He wanted to be a role model to my brother and I , he wanted to be the only man in Brit life..........I-I tried so hard , I did but he was to strong. Brit was broken. That night I lost a man I use to look up to , that night that man took my sister innocence, that night that man tried to kill my brother."

I was lost for words . What do you say to a boy that have been hurt physically and emotionally by his father.

He looked at me with a laugh " and you what was the worst part? My mother didn't believe me! She didn't believe none of us! She said we were crazy and my father would never do such a thing"

Letting my tears fall , I pulled him into my chest. I definitely knew now that Tj needs someone and I'm going to be that person.

"I never told anybody that"

I shhed him "I know "

She my tr-

I picked up my phone without looking at caller id , stilled holding Tj

"Hello?"

"Jacob "

"Yes , who's this" with announces in my voice,

"Can I take you somewhere "
Chresanto

"No"

He growled over the phone loud.

I pulled the phone from my ear and looked at it

Who the fuck is he growling at?

"Just get ready "

I threw my phone to the floor and rolled my eyes "go"

I looked down at Tj , wiping his face .

"Huh"
"Go , I need some alone time anyway "

He pulled me up kissing my lips a few time , pushing to the closet.

1093 word

wassup y'all?
So I thought of a new twist to the story. I was gonna have Tj have a rough childhood like not having money and struggling but I said fuck it!

So Tj and his family are Muslim . Now I have no bad things to say about Islam and its people because I am a Muslim myself. I did had a bad thing happen to me because of the whole being Muslim but I grown from it.

Another thing! I just want to thank all the readers for reading my book!! I got 235 reads and I'm so happy for that!

Kisses to all😘😘😘