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Tj

God damn I finally get to tell yall my view of this bullshit.

But I guess I'll tell your a little something about myself.

I'm the oldest out of four , now I know I told Jay only about two of my siblings Troy and Journey (in the mm) but I left one out.

The only reason why I left my other sibling out because I don't know her.

After that night my father left and came back two years later claiming he changed. Which was some bullshit . I was 14 at the time and around that time I was in a lot of things like sex , drugs , and violence. I really going down a wrong at such a early age but I had to do what I had to do so I could take care of my family.

My mom was fucked up when my dad left. She wouldn't eat , just locked herself in her room. She quite her job not telling me so the gas , water , lights turned off and no one had money so I did shit it get money.

I sold weed
I killed people for people
I even raped for people

But I did it all for love. The love of my family I once had.

I wasn't the only one going down the wrong path

Journey was having sex for money . It makes me sick to my stomach to think of my baby sister getting fucked by a nigga for some hundreds.

Troy was a sugar baby. Getting money by doing sexual things with his sugar daddy .

I told them all the time to stop selling their body for money that I had enough money for us. But they still did , they would say they don't want me to be the only one bringing in money , which I didnt understand.

I made a lot of money. Making 200 a day selling weed 2,000 a day for killing. That's 2,200 a day. 15,400 a week

Plus the money mom had in her saving account so we was past good.

But let me be honest, my siblings was bringing in some good money too.
Journey brought 400 a night from striping and sometimes 500 when dudes wanted private dance. So about 3,500 a week

Troy made some real money with his sugar daddy. I was upset since a grown man has to fuck my baby brother for money. Every night Troy would give me 1,000 and kept 300 for himself. That's 7,000 a week.

So each week we was sitting on 25,900 and we didn't send that much.

The bills wasn't that bad but still was bills

The gas was 150 a month
The lights was 50 a month
The water 300 a month
The rent was 700 a month
Plus our food was about 3,000 a month.
4,200 a month all together which wasn't a lot.
With 4,200 going to bills each month

So with 103,600 dollars a month we had 99,400 left .

About 5,000 going to clothes and shoes , 94,400 we had in my shoe box.

Yes a shoe box .

We kept all our saved money in my shoe box in the top of my closest.

We did this for about three years. I was 17
Journey was 14 , Troy 15 (I forgot their age or I didn't say it😒)

I felt bad no horrible as a big brother because my much younger siblings are selling their bodies to dudes twice my age.
I didn't agree with it but I didn't stop them. I know I told them to stop but I could have did more and now they died.

I don't even know if my so called 'father' cared that his young children are dead!

All he said was 'be safe tj'

How in the fuc-
You know I'm not gonna say anything! That nigga dead to me.

If only you knew what he did to my family and Chresanto.

Even tho he basically killed my sister Journey, I forgave him long time ago but when I saw him all I could think about is how Journey was just laying on my bed bleeding naked with deep cuts on her face.

The man I called father made Chresanto kill my sister.

If it wasn't for my father my younger sister will still be live to this day but no

She was token from me and so was Troy.

They were my pride and joy
They were young as fuck
Barely lived life

All because of my father!

You know I'm going to tell yall what happened.

So that's break this bullshit down .

Me and Chresanto were like brothers since we was little niggas but that changed when my father took me away from school to become a man.
Basically he wanted me to have sex
My mother told him not to do that and that I was only a young kid.
I was 13 at the time so I really didn't know about sex but I did , if you know what I mean 😏
I was a freaky ass kid yo

So after praying with my brother Troy and father. Father told Troy that we will be gone until tomorrow morning and tell mom not to look for us.....

Humm I just can't tell you how much I'm trying to tell the story but this shit is painful to even think of .

I'm sorry

Maybe next time I'll tell ,
ONLY IF THE AUTHOR LET ME GET A POV SOON INSTEAD OF JACOB ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME!😤

😋 sorry Tj! I swear I'll try to get you a POV but nigga! It's all about Jacob (kidding)

But anyways !

So yall got a sneak peek on what tjs father did.

That nigga did some fucked up shit , he r-

(Tj walks up to me and slaps me)
Tj - "I thought you said not to tell!"

-_-
"Ummm Tj , who's the author?"

(Tj sighs and looked down at the ground)

"You"

😎😎 "YOU WHO?"

(Tj flipped me the middle finger)

"Journey the writer"

"Thank you kind sir and GET YOUR ASS BACK ON SET ! WE HAVE A MOVIE TO DO!"

Until next time😊
What you think tjs dad did?
How is Jacob tide into this other than liking Tj??
Why Brit ain't been said in tjs 'Back in the day' story tell time???
"Will Tj and Jacob ever date?!

Stay tuned for answers!!

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