No Love [August Alsina & Amber R. Fanfiction]

Chapter 12: Forever Almost

Coco POV

"Yo Coco chill, what da' fuck!" August yelled as he dogged the bullets. I wasn't trying to shoot him or his friends, I was actually shooting up his equipment and he just happened to be in the way.

"Mama get ha' outta here, she fuckin' up da' studio!" He pleaded with her. Momma Sheila ain't do nothing she just stood there laughing. "Shouldn't have been messin' aroun'." She said. I shot up everything in that damn studio, until August charged at me and tackled me on the floor. We wrestled on the floor with the gun, when a shot went off. "Ah fuck!" He yelled in pain. I looked down and the bullet grazed his thigh. I kissed my teeth and pushed him off of me. Momma Sheila hurriedly went to check August.

"Babeh ya ok?" She asked frantically. "Momma Sheila he ok, the bullet just grazed him. If he wasn't wrestling with me he wouldn't have got grazed" I said. He glared at me so coldly that he could've froze me if he wanted to. He got up off the floor and walked over towards me. His tall silhouette hovered over my body. "Fuck is wrong wit' cha' Coco! Lost ya fuckin mind!" He yelled in my face.
"Yea I lost my mind! You made me that way!" I yelled back at him.

"Bitch I ain't make ya no way! Ya been crazy! Coming up here shooting up my studio!"

"August!" Momma Sheila yelled.

"No it's ok Momma. Bitch?! Oh so I'm a bitch now? You know the real bitch is you August, fuckin around with my 'best friend'!" I said putting air quotes around the words best friend. You could see his face become dumb folded, but that went right back to anger.

"I ain't kno she was ya friend, an' we wasn't togetha. Plus I told you about her I just ain't know ha name. So you bugging the fuck out fa nothing!"

"August you knew who she was when you seen her a couple of times. You had the chance to tell me, but you didn't instead you had the bitch make me look stupid. I didn't even know you were serious about sleeping with another female, I thought you were talking about me." I said. He looked confused and asked "What you mean you thought it was you? Coco you buggin out."

"No you need to learn how to hold ya liquor. August when everything went down with Brandy you don't remember calling me and talking all crazy. About how you wanted to roleplay. Stupid I was the girl you met in the so called club, that night I took you to my house. You stayed in the car as I went into the house to go take out the garbage. Then when I came back to the car, I could see you were in your feelings so I hugged you and we kissed. Then one thing led to another. I knew you were gone, but I didn't know you were that far." I revealed. I honestly thought he was joking when he told me about the "other girl" I was wondering why he was so serious. I really thought he was taking this role playing seriously, but the nigga actually slept with someone else. He stood there rubbing his hands down his face. "You could've told me that sooner Coco"

"And you could've told me you slept with my Bestfriend. Like when did yall even meet? How the fuck did this even happen? Was it before we got together or after and don't lie to me August." I said getting in his face. He didn't say anything just averted his gaze from mine. I shook my head as tears formed in my eyes. I already knew his answer to that. "Damn Aug, I really thought we were getting somewhere. So all of what we had was just a lie? I bet you don't even love me-"

"Coco nah ya going ta far,
Ya know I luh ya. I would take a bullet for ya ass, that's how deep my love runs for you. I fucked up I admit it, but-" he said before I interrupted him. "Anthony miss me with the bullshit. This relationshit isn't going to work with us. You're a hoe and I can't take it, especially when you lie to me and hide. If you would've been honest then maybe this whole thing could've been avoided." I said as I placed my gun in my bag and was turning around to walk out. He grabbed me by my arm and I yelled "Don't touch me! Don't touch me, you hurt me so bad Anthony. All I do is love you and treat you as my king so I expect for you to treat me as your queen, but you can't even get it right. I thought you changed, but you are still the same sorry excuse of a man. You got everything else right in your life, but you can get this thing called black love right. Imma always love you, but I just can't with you right now Anthony. I can't..." Before he could grab me again, I jetted out the studio and to my car. I sat there and cried, I cried when he hurt me the first time and I'm crying the second time. It h..hurts so bad, why me? Why couldn't he just love me and appreciate me. It's like he wants all these fucked up bitches and can't appreciate the good one he has. I...I just wanna go home.