A Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair (Niall Horan)

IX:Good girls, hopeful they'll be and long will they wait

IX:Good girls, hopeful they'll be and long will they wait

“Vy were here” Anna said. I can feel butterflies in my stomach. That feeling that your stomach will turn upside down any moment. My whole body was shaking. My palm is sweating and my energy is being drained. Finally I am back. London I am here.

I am trying to convince myself that EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. I have to be strong for myself and for our love. I have to fight for my identity and for Niall.

I regret being a coward. All I think about is Niall’s safety but I didn’t think about what he would feel. I was so selfish… I can’t forgive myself for letting him go.

“Hey babe over here” I saw Zayn waving at us. His facial reaction was so excited to see his girlfriend. Anna runs towards Zayn.

“Babe, how are you? Oh wait you looked so thin” Anna said then she hugged Zayn. I hate seeing couples hugging and kissing in front of me. It always reminds me of us—of Nialler.

I was stuck like a statue when I saw him—His handsome face, his deep blue eyes, his thin kissable lips and especially his smile. I can feel my energy is being drained. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach again.

He was walking towards me. My knees were shaking in non stop. I was frozen and can’t breathe. He is the only person that I can see. My whole world stops spinning when I saw him his face.

“Vyvonne, hey wifey” he was waving at me. He even shouted my name. The tears are starting to form in my eyes. I though he forgets about me. I thought he had amnesia. My heart is beating so fast it’s like it will explode any moment now. The tears are starting to stream down my face. I miss his voice so much. I want to hug him and hold him tight and never let him go I want to tell him how I love him and how I miss him.

He was getting closer to me. Everything was in a slow motion. Closer and closer he walks towards me. The more my heart beats for him…

Closer…

 

 

Closer…

 

 

 Closer… Then my world suddenly stopped…

He passed by me and hugged the girl behind me, my world is slowly crushing, and my heart is slowly shattering into a million pieces. I turned around to see them

“Hubby I miss you how are you? God I am so tired” The girl said

“I’m fine. I miss you too. Poor wifey… How’s New York? Let’s get in the car” Niall kissed the girl on her forehead and started to walk. I leave there broken and dumbfounded.

“Hey Vy you ok?” Anna hugged me she saw everything. I was not okay. I am in pain now. It hurts seeing them being together. It hurts knowing that I should be in her place. It hurts seeing them as a lovely dovey couple.

“No. I am not… I know this might be happening but I’m not prepared. It hurts Anna. It's so freaking hurts” I hugged her back and started to cry my heart out to heart

“I am sorry I didn’t know that she was also here. Zayn didn’t tell me, Fix yourself sweetie, you have to act that you’re not affected. Be strong Vy it’s a tough fight.” She was right I should observe the, I should investigate before I will make my move to get him back. I nod to her and we went to the washroom to fix myself.