A Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair (Niall Horan)

X. Breakdown, Fighting

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X. Breakdown, Fighting

                Anna and Zayn picked me up to go to the lad’s flat for dinner. I was so excited to see them especially Eleanor and Danielle. I am wearing a blue dress that Nialler gave to me

“Hey you’re gorgeous” Zayn complimented me, I can feel that my cheeks were burning. I have to look fabulous for him to notice me.

“I’m always gorgeous Zaynie” I always call him Zaynie and he hates it. He said that it sounded like a gay but it thinks it’s cute.

“Are you ready?” Anna asked me. She was so pretty in her black dress.

“Yes I already baked some cupcakes and cooked some pasta” Awhile ago I was so busy cooking pasta and cupcakes—Nialler loves my pasta and Harry loves my cupcakes as well as the other lads.

“Ok then lets go. I am starving” Zayn said then he picked the things that we will bring to the dinner. I was excited to see Niall maybe he could remember me if I wore the dress that he gave to me a month before the accident.

I was looking at Anna and Zayn, I admire their love story. I admire Anna for fighting for Zayn. At first Zayn don’t want her; he always pushed her away but still she didn’t give up on Zayn. Their relationship has been through up and down but still they are together.

“Hey we're here” Zayn said I was spacing out again. I never imagine things will be like this. I thought when I wake up after the accident Niall will be on my side—waiting for me but I was wrong. I am completely wrong. Life is full of twist we will never know what will happen next. We expect things will be that way but it’s not.

I know what I got I never thought I would lose it. If only I could go back to the time and change it but I can’t. Niall gave me all his love but I gave him was a goodbye. I should have fought.

I gazed my eyes on the lads flat. It was the same since I left, If only things will be also the same again—Niall is mine and he could remember me. We were so in love, dancing freely, watching derby and eating too much.

“Hey Vy how are you? You owe us some explanation dear” El said whilst hugging me. She was gorgeous as ever and even getting more gorgeous with her outfit

“I’m fine I miss you” I was looking at her eyes and she was sending me a look that’s telling me that you’re not okay

“We should have a girl’s night out like we always do, to catch up things” El suggested. I think it was a good idea to catch up with them I am being left behind.

“That’s a great idea El, Hey sweetie I miss you. Oh god is that the dress that Nialler gave to you?” Dani said she hugged me and gave me peck on my cheeks.

“Boys are not allowed” Anna said whilst looking at his clingy boyfriend here—Zayn. I’ve never seen him like that before. He has been always right behind her since the day we arrive here in London.

“Where are the lads?” I asked them.

“In the living room” Dani said.

“Excuse me, I’ll just go there” I said to them as I walked towards the living room my heart is beating like a drum. Memories were flashing back to me. Niall and I used to cuddle in the living room.