A Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair (Niall Horan)

XIV: Time is taking its sweet time on erasing

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XIV: Time Is Taking Its Sweet Time On Erasing

Vyvonne's Point of View

"Vy can I kiss you?" He pulled me close and I embraced him back. We kissed each other for I don't know how long. All I know is we're kissing with all our heart. Savoring each other and sharing each other's feelings and when his tongue seeks for entrance I accept him with all my heart. Our tongue met but we didn't battle for domination. Instead, we share, we give, and we express our deepest emotions with that kiss. We've never kissed like this before. This is the kind of that could make you shed a tear, and I did shed a tear because I never felt like this before. He gave me a feeling that he is being gentle and so afraid that he might hurt me. Happiness and pain

Both of us broke the kiss and chase our breath. He intertwines his fingers with mine and we walk back to the house. I really can't believe this was all happening right from this moment. It's like a dream and I wish that I would never wake up in this dream because I know the reality will be painful again. Painful as it could be.

When we are near the house, he let go of my hand and looked at me. He was looking directly at my eyes. His blue orbs are apologizing for what happened a while ago. I know everything about him I know what he thinks when he looked at me like that. He turns his face and walk away. He let go of me without even fighting, I was left there with mixed emotions of happiness and pain. Happiness because deep in my heart he loves me. Pain because he chooses to let me go.

This weighty feeling inside me hurts. I wanted to cry but my tears won't fall. It's hard to deal with this kind of feeling that you have a lump in your throat. As much I wanted to release all the pain I am enduring. I can't I guess my eyes are tired from crying.

 

"Penny for your thoughts Vy?" A husky voice said. He sits beside me. He was always been there for me. How am I able to thank Harry for all the comfort he did to me?.

"Do you want to talk about it Vy?" he stated. I looked at him. His eyes were so serious and longing for an answer. I shook my head. I am not in the mood in everything. All I want is to cry and let it out. I am suffocating in the pain I am feeling right now... I lean my head to his shoulder. Finally my tears started to fall.

"I want to get drunk to be able to feel his love again. I want to sleep because in my dreams I'm with him. In my dreams he's touching my face and telling me that he loves me. In my dreams I felt love, --his love Hazza." I feel so desperate to have him back.

"Wipe your tears Vy, we are going to get what is yours." He said his tone was serious. "You had enough pain... I think it's time to fight for him. To tell him who you are" then he offers his hands to me. We walk together and enter the house.

They are all in the living room. As we enter their eyes are all laid on us. I am so nervous. I feel so weak. Tears are forming in my eyes thinking of the thought how will I tell Nialler that I am the real Vyvonne.