A Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair (Niall Horan)

XV: Hang Up Give Up

XV:Hang Up Give Up

Vyvonne's Point of View

"Hey Vy, get out of your room please" Anna said. I've stayed all day in my room at the beach house. I haven't eaten any meal for this day. I just want to be alone. I tugged myself on because I feel so cold inside. As much as I wanted to convince myself that this is all a dream and eventually I will wake up in the morning and everything was all okay but I can't, the reality is haunting me. Reality ruined my life. They kept on knocking on my door for almost an hour but I don't want to open it.

 I heard the door click then I saw Anna in front of me. She was also crying. I hugged her and cry at her. She is my best friend she was always there for me. I need her.

"Calm down Vy, please don't be like that I don't want to see you like that. I am also hurt." She said her tears are also flowing.

"I can't bear to see you being hurt wifey. I know you are strong please fight, not for him but for yourself. I know you really love him but please love yourself again. You are not the Vyvonne I've known when we are little you are a tough girl, please bring that Vyvonne back." She hugged me back. I can feel her pain. She's also being hurt.

"Stand up for yourself you don't have to depend on Niall. He is not your world. He is just a person... please listen to me. HE IS NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO LOVES YOU. We are here for you because we love you" her words are sending daggers to my heart. Slowly stabbing me. She is right. She is always right.

"Fix yourself I don't want to see you like that, we are going to have a dinner" she stood up and kiss me on my forehead. 

I started to fix myself. Right I have to be my old self again but I need to find it because I've lost it since Niall and I were together. She was still standing at my door looking at me. Get up and fight Vy. I said to myself.

"Don't look at me like an idiot wifey, help me fix my hair and make up" I smile at her. She was running towards me

"That's the Vy, I known" she hug me tight so tight that I can't breathe

"Are you going to kill me wifey? Get off me" I said sarcastically

"Aw sorry I just can't help it. You made me so happy." She said she was tearing a bit darn this girl has a mood swing

She started to put some make up in me like we used to do. I miss this girly bonding we had. After applying some make up she went on my suitcase to find me something to wear.

“Wear this wifey” She handed me a floral halter dress that she found. I went to the dressing room and wear it. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the locket he gave me. I smiled bitterly. The locket and the ring were the only thing I have and yet he can’t even remember any single of them. This is the reason why am I fighting. Vy stop thinking of Niall I mentally slapped myself. It’s now time to think of yourself. You should fight for your identity not for him. I had enough pain and now I want to stand on my feet again without depending on him.

“Oh my god wifey you look so pretty” she was grinning like and idiot

"Come on let's go I have to feed my pets you know I missed breakfast and lunch and I swear wifey I'm going to eat a lot." I chuckled.