Emison: Change

Avoiding Me

Alison's POV

Thursday night...

Emily has been avoiding me for the past 2 days and I can't take it anymore. I felt sparks when Emily kissed me! Why? Is it because I'm attracted to her? She's my best friend...oh wait isn't there that saying, 'you always fall in love with your best friend' could it be that I love Emily? Of course I do, I didn't think of it in that way though. We've had sex before but it was meaningless, Emily had just broken up with some girl, I called her pigskin...she looked like a pig. Anyway pigskin cheated on Emily with some other chick, the only way I could get Emily to stop being angry and sad was if I just got her distracted, so we did it.

"ALISON! I'm talking to you!" My dad said snapping his fingers in front of me.

"What's got you thinking?" He said.

"Uh, nothing just school..." I said.

"Alright well your mother and I are going on a business trip at New York, do you want to join or do you want to stay here?" He asked sitting next to me on the bed.

"I-I think I'll pass." I said tucking my hair behind my ear.

"Are you sure you're okay, sweetie?" He asked.

"Yeah dad, I just have a lot of homework I have to get to.." I said standing up from my bed and walking over to my desk.

"Alright well I'll see you in about 3 or 4 days, bye love you honey." He said kidding my forehead, "oh and Alison.." He said standing at my door.

I turned around and looked at him.

"If you want you can go to Emily's, or stay..I know something is bothering you and I want you to talk to someone about it.." He said giving me a light smile and leaving my room.

If only he knew what was going on between Em and I.

I tried doing homework and studying but I obviously couldn't. All I could think about is the kiss Emily and I had. She didn't feel the same spark that I did. She doesn't love me, I have to move on! But I can't, I can't get over the kiss! Even the girls are starting to notice something is wrong.

Maybe just maybe if I tell my self enough times that I don't love her then I'll get over her.

I don't love her.
I don't love her.
I don't love her.
I love her.

Fuck! I love her.

I grabbed my car keys and ran to my car, I had to get Emily back. I can't just leave at this.

I panicked, I don't know if I should knock or just leave and forget this.

Should I knock?

Fuck it.

I knocked three times, no answer.

"Emily I know you're in there...your car is outside." I said touching the door.

"Please just open the door...please" I said with tears in my eyes.

The door slowly opened and there stood Emily.

"What do you want?" She asked.

"I-I need to talk to you." I said playing with my fingers.

Emily left the door open and walked up to her room, I stepped inside her house, closed the door and went up to her room also. She was sitting on the edge of her bed, waiting for me to talk.

"I honestly don't know where to start..." I said looking down at the ground.

I looked at her, and she had no emotion in her face.

"I-I came here to tell you that...I love you. You obviously know that, but I don't just love you as a best friend but I love you more than that an-"

"Alison stop! Don't you get it?! We can't be together. You might have feelings but I don't. I didn't feel anything when we kissed." She said, she stood up and looked down at the ground.

"You're lying." I said.

"No I'm not." She said looking up at the ceiling.

"Yes you are! I know when you lie! Look straight into my eyes and tell me you didn't feel anything." I said bringing her her down, making her look at me.

She looked into my eyes, her eyes filled with tears.

"I-I didn't fee-" she started but I crashed my lips on to hers. She kissed back.

I knew she felt something. She was lying.

Our lips went in sync. I wrapped my arms around her neck, her hands around my waist.

I pulled away, and looked into her eyes.

"Did you feel that, now?" I said smiling.

"I always felt it.." She said before crashing our lips together again.

She spun me around and pushed me back on her bed.

She positioned her self in between my legs and crashed our lips again.

She left trails of light kisses on my cheek down to my neck. I let out a small moan. 

I felt something hard in between my legs. I then realized that it was Emily's junk.

"Em? Are you...Are you hard?" I asked.

"Oh uhhhh yeah..." She said blushing.

"It's okay, if you want...we can do it.." I said touching her cheek lightly.

"You'll be my first" she said crashing our lips once again, I felt myself smiling into the kiss.

Oh boy, how does she manage to make me feel this way?

She grabbed a condom from her night stand.

This is really about to happen..

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"Oh fuck, Em!" I scram as she thrusted her dick in and out of me.

"Shit!" She said.

I kept moaning louder.

She bent down and kissed me passionately. She brought my hands above my head and continued fucking me.

"I'm..I'm cumming" she said.

"Oh shit!" She said before collapsing on top of me.

"That was so good." I said breathing heavily.

"I know" she said, kissing me lightly. Emily got off of me, toke off the condom and threw it in the trash and came back to bed with me. I traced her face with the tip of my finger. Over her eyes, her nose, and her lips.

"Is it possible to love you even more than I did before?" I said placing my hand on her waist.

She smiled widely, "I love you more, Alison." She said kissing my forehead.

"I love you too, Emily." I said closing my eyes, and getting as close to her naked body as much as I could.

I really do love you, Emily Fields.

It just toke me a long time to realize it.