"Hello JJ, can you guess who it is," the mysterious voice said.
"Will, what are you doing calling me?"
"Oh I can't call my ex-wife?"
"Don't call me ever again or I might have to file a restraining order."
"Oh JJ you can't get rid of me so soon."
"Goodbye Will." Just like that I hung up shocked in my place. I sat down on the couch and buried my face into my hands and cried. Luckily Spence didn't wake up. I couldn't stand all this. So I went to the bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet. I picked out the blade and made a deep cut on my wrist. I felt all the stress let itself out of my mind and focus on my painful, bleeding wrist. It feels so wrong but it feels so good. I know I shouldn't be cutting myself but it's my only choice. I know people would just tell me to talk to someone but no one will understand what I'm going through and why. I turn on the faucet and wash out the blood. I apply pressure so it can stop bleeding. Like about a minute later it stopped. I dried of my wrist just dabbing the soft cloth on my wrist being careful to not get any blood on the towel. I go back to the living room and crawl back in Reid's arms.
-Reid's POV-
*morning*
I woke up before JJ did. But I don't want to wake her up so I didn't get up til she woke up. So I turn on the TV and surf the channels for something good. I find Dr.Who and I select the channel. I look down at JJ and kiss her forehead but as soon as a kiss her a see that she has a bug deep cut on her wrist. I slightly touch the cut and gently rubbed my finger on it. Why would she cut herself. What am I thinking she couldn't have cut herself she probably cut herself slicing something on accident. I shake off the idea of that and continue to watch my show. About like an hour later JJ started to wake up.
"Good Morning JJ."
"Good Morning Spence."
"So do you want to go out for breakfast? Or just have breakfast here?"
"We can go out to eat I guess."
"Ok, what about iHop?"
"Sounds good, lemme go change."
-JJs POV-
I went back in the bathroom and made 2 more cuts than I hopped in the shower. I tried to stop the bleeding with water and some pressure and thankfully it did. I soaped my body and enjoyed the rest of my shower. I dried off and wiped up the rest of the blood that was in the sink. I went out and Spence was outside waiting for me to finish.
"I'm sorry I took so long," I apologized.
"Nah it's fine," he replied.
He walks in and closes the door. About 5 minutes later Spence comes out in just a towel and he looks so sexy. I follow him into the room and bang him against the wall. He smiles and kisses me roughly. I drop his towel and bend down and started sucking. (P.S DONT JUDGE ME IM FROM DA HOOD) about 39 minutes later we decided to stop and get going. Spence put his clothes on and we headed out the door.
-Reid's POV-
We arrived at iHop 10 minutes later. And we got seated right away. When we sat down I look at her wrist and see that 2 new scars appeared.
"Umm JJ? What's that in your wrist?"
AUTHORS NOTE
Sorry guys for not updating I've been really lazy and tired lately and busy with school starting soon and stuff. Hope you liked this chapter ;-)
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