Phil had deleted his account deleted the texts from Dan and had called their house phone about 18 times in the last hour. He tried again but finally someone awnsered.
"Howell house hold" A female voice Phil hadn't heard in a while spoke.
"Hello Mrs. Howell, it's phil" Phil stated awkwardly.
"Oh hello Phil, you probably want to talk with Mercadies, right?"
Phil gave out a shaky breath, "No, actually, I need to talk with Dan"
"Oh... Okay, I'll see if he's up for it, he's been in his room ever since he came home from school" There was a bit of scilence before Phil heard a weird noise.
"What?" Growled a groggy voice that sounded like a pissed Dan Howell.
"Dan, I'm so sorry for hurting you, I wish you would have just been honest with me about being Muse Lover, I would have completely understood" Phil chocked out as he heard Dan's voice.
"How about you stay away from me, you toyed with me" Dan growled as he layed in bed snuggling his anime body pillow, which he realized looked a little like Phil and threw across his room.
"Dan, I'm sorry, and I just want you to forgive me, at least" phil tried.
Dan scoffed, "Why so you can just mock me again, make it worse than you already have?"
Phil felt the guilt in the pit of his stomache, "No, I now know the really you, the one who actually cares about others and is okay with being hay because you don't need to act cool for anyone. I really do like you"
"Well I guess you screw that up then" Dan sneered hanging up leaving Phil with a frown and broken heart.
Phil grabbed his coat when he noticed it was drizzling outside and his shoes. He grabbed his phone and rushed down the stairs.
His mom smiled, "Where are you going?"
"I need to talk with Dan" Phil smiled back and left in a hurry.
He ran for a few minutes, the raining covering his clothes. He finally got to Dan's house.
Dan was listening to music while downstairs doing his homework before he heard the doorbell.
"I'll get it!" He yelled to Mercadies who was up stairs.
He ran to the door hoping to see Pj so they could talk but instead he saw an out of breath Phil who was wearing soaked jeans and a soaked green hoodie.
"Phil? What the hell you're soaking! Come inside before you get sick!" Dan yelled at him like a caring parent.
Mrs. Howell walked in for the kitchen and smiled to Phil, "Oh, phil, what are you doing here, it's raining pretty hard out there"
Phil nodded, "I just wanted to show Dan that I didn't mean to hurt him, that I'd do anything," he gestured to his clothes, "for him"
Mrs. Howell aww'd but Dan was still mad.
"Don't awww, him mum, he broke my heart because he liked the fake me that I showed at school more than the real me, I can never trust him again. He knows my secrets, my passions, my stories, and threw them away because he found out one little thing about the fake me I was pretending to be at school" Dan teared up again and Phil shook his head, "Nonono, please don't cry, I hate seeing you cry, you're too beautiful to cry"
Dan shook his head and ran up the stairs.
Mrs. Howell looked over to Phil, "I'll get you some dry clothes and then you can get back home, I'll talk to him for you"
