Revived // j.b

9.

Amelia
Waking up to a faint buzzing noise I looked around. Justin was nowhere to be seen, but his phone would not stop buzzing. Picking it up, someone named Ava<3 was calling him. I did not answer it yet and let it go to voicemail. I was slightly worried, but am I jumping to conclusions? Unlocking his phone, I clicked on the message from Ava<3

New Message
From Ava <3
Hey baby, how is everything? Been a couple of days since we have talked. I miss you calling me back.

My heart dropped. Seriously? It has been 2 days, and he is already cheating? How is this proving me wrong? I was so angry. I ran into the bathroom, looked at myself in the mirror and saw the bright red from the anger pulsing through my veins. I screamed. This is why I should not have put myself in this situation again. I knew he has not changed why I did this to myself again. "Meli, is everything ok-"

"Get the fuck out of my house Justin" I spat.

"Wh-What happened?" He said walking closer to me.

"Are you kidding me? What is wrong? Why don't you ask fucking Ava what's wrong baby?" I mimicked him coming closer to his face and squeezing his cheeks. "2 days Justin, it's been 2 days and you're lying to me already! Is this a joke?" I said pushing him out of my way.

"I'm not lying about anything baby, you know I only have eyes for you! I do not want anyone, but you and I haven't for the last 6 fucking years?" he said looking confused and coming closer to me. Pulling me into him. "Get off me you're a liar, look!" I said picking up his phone. "Look at your messages" I said, shoving it into his chest.

"Meli please let me talk to you, I'm trying to tell you the truth. Please don't be angry you are getting it all wrong" he said sympathetically. Closing my eyes I tried to breathe.

"Fine, explain" I said sitting on my bed.

"She's not my girlfriend, or anything like that. She is just someone I met in a club and became friendly with." I rolled my eyes, bloody friendly with my ass. More like you screwed her. "We were just talking before I met you again and I haven't yet messaged her telling her about you. She is not my girlfriend. Even when I was with her all I could think about was you and that goes for any girl I was with, it's always been you and only you! For 6 years it has always been you on my mind. I promise you she's just a friend! I haven't yet talked about you baby because I've been so wrapped up in you and being with you" he said holding my hands.

"I-I can't deal with this Justin! You should have told her straight away! As soon as we got back together, like honestly what. How is shit going on when we spoke about this? Do you even know what it has taken for me to trust you again and you do this?? I mean for fuck sakes Justin!" I closed my eyes taking a breath, what am I doing to myself? I love him, of course I do but seriously. Can I withstand this any longer? There is always something going on. Never a day where something doesn't happen ever!

"Baby please, I honestly just been having the most amazing time with you. Having you back in my arms, holding you, kissing you. Its everything I have dreamed of and more and I promise you, it's only you. I'm not the same old kid when we first met, I promise you I have grown and all I want is you for everything, to be my wife. To have my kids. To grow old with, only you baby forever and always"

It always sounds perfect, but I'm scared, after last time. I'm scared but I love him. "I love you Justin, more than anything. Messge her back, tell her to fuck off and delete and block her number now" I smiled passing him his phone from the floor.

I watched him send a message saying I have a girlfriend meaning this arrangement has to end. I watched him delete the message and block her account. "Better?" he asked.

"Better" I smiled giving him a long kiss.

- Later that day

I was sitting on the sofa enjoying my tea when my phone started vibrating. Loads of messages from and unknown number appeared. What is going on. I opened up my messages/

Uknown:  You hurt me, Amelia. Like really hurt me. We could've been so perfect together. I was going to propose to you and everything. I had a ring, and I wanted everything with you, but you choose that slimy nasty piece of shit over me.

Its Luke.  I feel bad, I really do but he doesn't understand what me and Justin had, so much history, so much. I didn't mean to hurt hum really, like that was the last thing I would want.

Unknown: Do you think I will let you get away with ripping my heart into shreds? No fucking way. I loved you so fucking much and all it takes is one guy to just sweep you of your feet. Nearly 4 years down the drain Amelia! 4 FUCKING YEARS. You know what I figured out? You're just a slut and you have been since I met you.

What the actual fuck? Is he for real?

Unknown: Do you remember that time we got the camera out? Y'know the one where we did really dirty stuff? Haha, well I found all these photos.

He sent phots of me naked and tied up. In multiple different positions with every part of me exposed.

Uknown: Yeah, I'm going to hurt you like you hurt me. Such a bitch. You've got 2 hours come to me, and you're going to take like the slut you are one more time or I and going to release these photos tagging your sweet little Justin in them. The whole world can see what a nasty slut you are. To think you could hurt me and get away with it. Also, I will not be wearing any protection so I can see you're pretty little pussy drip with my seed. Reminding you, you are mine, for now and forever and hoping it puts a precious little baby in your belly.

Tears poured down my checks. "Meli, Baby what's wrong?" Justin said rushing over to me. I passed him my phone and sobbed into his chest. "What the fuck! I am going to kill him"

Unknown: Meet me at Regent Street flat 51. 2 hours you nasty slut.

"I-I-I don't know what to do Justin. That was a private thing. Obviously never thought he would threaten me with it. FUCK!"

"Baby don't worry I am going to slaughter him and rip him limb from limb" I could see the steam coming from his ears. "No Justin you promised you'd stop with the violence and killing. I can't go back to the not knowing with you, I can't see your hands covered in blood. I can't go back to before. This time is supposed to be different" I said standing up and walking to the bedroom.

"Amelia, He's threatening you! He's going to show photos of you that only I should have access to! He wants to plant his seed in you for fuck's sake! That will not be happening on my watch" he said following me.

"Justin please this is the only way I can sort this out on my own!"

"There is no way in hell I'm going to let him fuck you just so he can get his fucking way over me. He's just pissed that your mine and if you think for 1 second, I'm going to let him or his cock anywhere near you, then you have another thing coming. I will sort this, Amelia. I won't hurt him, but I'll sort it."