Chapter 9

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Taylor's POV

I looked around the room and saw a boy run up to me yelling my name. I didn't recognize him, he had a lip ring curly hair a nose ring and a dot on his nose. He was kinda cute but I don't remember him. "Um... Who are you?" I asked. His face dropped and I felt bad "I'm... I'm Luke.. Y... Your boyfriend." He said stuttering. "I'm sorry but I don't remember you, I'm so sorry." I said and hid my face under the covers ashamed I couldn't remember my own boyfriend. Silent tears rolled down my face and I small sob went out my mouth. He put his hand on my arm "it's ok" he cooed. "I will be right back" he said and went to the hall way. A couple minutes late the doctor came in "aw miss. Grande how are you feeling how's your head?" He asked. "My head hurts a little but other then that I'm good" he wrote some things down "well it seems like you lost about 2 years of memory but you can gain it by seeing pictures and other stuff" Luke nodded and I did to. A couple minutes later my sister and brother came in with 2 other boys "TAYLOR!" One of them shouted and ran over to me and hugged me. I just looked at Ariana he pulled alway and gave me a confused look and I gave one back. "Um... Who are you?" I asked. He looked kinda hurt "um I'm Beau." He said. Luke pulled beau and another boy that looked like Luke aside. Ariana and Frankie came up to me "do you remember us?" She asked "yes! The doctor said I only lost 2 years but I could gain it back easily" I told them. The doctor came back in "she can go home once you sign these papers, she may gain her memory back soon maybe even tomorrow if she's lucky" he smiled. Ariana signed the papers and once she was done she helped me up and I changed into different cloths. We got in the car and I sat in the middle of Luke and his twin I'm guessing because they look alike. "Um... What's your name?" I asked him "Jai" he smiled I nodded. I am trying so hard to remember it's so hard! I huffed and leaned back in my seat. "You'll remember soon don't worry." Luke told me I smiled up at him. We got home and I went to my room. I felt like everyone hates me beside Ari and Frankie. I can't remember any of them, I can tell there hurt it sucks. I went to the bathroom and found the razor I took my bracelet off and put the cold medal on my wrist. Once I finished I washed it under the water letting the blood flow. I put a bandaid on and flushed the toilet like I used it. I went to the laundry room and pulled out a sweater. It looked familiar but don't remember buying it, it had Mickey Mouse on it it was adorable. I went to my room and shut the door and leaned against. "Hey. What took so long?" I heard a voice I jumped and saw Luke sitting on the bed. "Shit you scared the crap out of me." I said and he chuckled "and I was doing my makeup" I quickly lied.... I feel like this happened before. "Yeah right we already went thought this. Now let me see your wrist" he demanded. How the hell did he know?! I shook my head no. "Taylor come on." He said seriously. "Luke I barely know you I'm not gonna show you my darkest secret." I told him. "For fuck sake! I'm your boyfriend... Taylor please remember me." He begged. "Please let me see your wrist. Please" he said the last please at a whisper. I gave him my wrist and he pulled the sleeve up I couldn't bare to see his face. I felt small kisses going up my arm. I looked and saw him kissing everyone one of my scars "your so beautiful." He whispered. My heart skipped a beat, my stomach did flips it was weird. I felt a flash of memory's go through my head. I pulled my wrist away and covered it again "I'm going to sleep." I told him "do you want me to stay, or do you want me to go?" I thought "you can stay." I said, I didn't just wanna kick him out. We got in bed and I turned the light off. I turned on my side facing the door and I felt Luke get on the bed. I felt his arm around my waist and pull my closer, another flash of memories played through my head. Luke made me feel safe and I loved that feeling. I fell asleep feeling so safe.

*next morning*

Everyone was sleeping so I got up and made bacon for everyone. I heard someone come in and saw Beau "hi." I said he came and hugged me. Memories flashed through my head, I knew I was slowly gaining my memory back. He went back to the living room and I sat on the counter waiting for the stove to heat up. Luke came in and saw me and hugged me "it's so hard not to just kiss you" he said. He put both hands on ether side of me "can I please just kiss you" he asked. I didn't say anything he leaned closer and our lips brushed against each other. Our lips moved in sync and I felt a rush of memory's going through my head. I pulled away "I'm.. I'm sorry" Luke stuttered "Luke!" I said with a giant smile on my face "yeah?" He asked "I remember!"

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