Chapter 20

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"Taylor..." Ariana started. "Before we tell you this please don't be mad at us we want you to know we love you and this is hard for us to." Ariana said. "Well., when you where a baby your mom couldn't take care of you she didn't have enough money so she left you at our door step and me and Frankie took you in, mom didn't want to keep you but we insisted so she let us. She didnt want you because she thought you where gonna make money issues worse. We haven't heard from your mom, Taylor we are sorry we never told you this. Just because we aren't blood related doesn't mean we don't love you just as much. Me and Frankie love you" she told me. This was a lot to take in. I was adopted? They are now telling me this. I was getting angry "how could you keep this from me for all these years?!" I yelled at them. "I've had to deal with your mother hating me and I'm sure my mom would love me for who I am!" I yelled with tears going down my face. "Taylor.." Frankie started. I ignored him and ran to my room shut the door and locked it. I slid down the door sobbing and I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I knew it was Luke. "What happened baby?.." He asked me. "I don't want to ruin your birthday." I stated "today's about you I'm not gonna ruin it." I told him. "Today has been the best.. Just tell me what's wrong" he tried. I told Luke everything that Ariana told me "Luke, it isn't fair!' I cried into his chest "this whole time these people that took me in have hated me and made me feel horrible when if I lived with me real mom I would be loved!" I told him. He kissed my head picked me up and brought me into bed. A while later I heard light snores coming from Luke but I couldn't fall asleep. I carefully got up and walked to where Beau was sleeping. I knocked on the door and heard him say come in. I walked in and he was on his phone. He noticed me puffy eyes and pulled me into a tight hug. I poured everything out to him telling him the same thing I told Luke that it wasn't fair "Taylor you are loved by lots of people Ariana, Frankie, me, Jai, My mum and Luke! How is a lot of people's love going to bring you down when two people don't love you.' He said 'but for my whole life I thought they where my parents how would you feel if you mom hated you!" I said "if your mom didnt leave you on that door step you would have never met Luke, me, Ariana, Frankie" he told me "your right." He was. those where the people that meant the most to me and I wouldn't trade them for anything. "I guess I just wished I had two loving parents that where there for me through me life" I told him. He kissed my head "thanks Beau!" I said "anytime Tay!" I yawned "I'm going to bed goodnight Beau" I said and walked to my room and cuddled with Luke. Beau was right if I never lived with Ariana I would have never met Luke and my life would be so different with out him in it. But just because they haven't been in my life doesn't mean I don't want them to be. I'm going to find my parents and I'm going to make them proud of me.

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