Be My Sloth? Jaythan story boyxboy

It's Insane How Much Pain You Must Feel So Please Wake Up

Elllooooo

Title:It's Insane How Much Pain You Must Feel So Please Wake Up 

Song: Between Two Worlds

Band: Never Shout Never 

 Nathan's POV

The sinking feel i felt out of nowhere. Something was wrong, other than kissing Sky, but something else seems out of place. I just feel sad, like something was gone away from me. 

Niall's POV

   Damnit! Why does this always happen to my Jay, my bird. Walking around feel desperate, helpless i haven't spoken to anyone who came to see if he's alright. Everyone seems to be here but one person who would care enough to be here. Someone who would be crying their eyes out. It's seems that person doesn't care anymore like they just picked up their stuff and left without a care in the world. If Nathan really cared about Jay then he wouldn't do what he did. 

  I finally sat down. It wasn't right, why am i here when i clearly know i'm not suppose to be here Nathan is. He is suppose to be worried and scared but i'm the one who is worried and scared.

"Hey Niall we all scared for Jay but you need to calm down it looks like you're about to have a panic attack" I heard i voice say, it was Max. He was right i was about to have a panic attack, i can hardly breathe i tried to, my hands are shacking, my stomach turns it's in knots. I want to crawl into a ball my world is shutting down. I can't see "Woah, Niall, mate, you okay just breathe in and out" Tom tried to soothe me but it doesn't work. 

   I hear the voices, Max, Tom and Siva are shouting my name but i can't hear them. My hearing , my sight is just gone. I'm drifting away to the dreamless black hole 

3rd person 

   Jay laid motionless on the hospital bed with wires around him. Everything he tried didn't work like his body is dead he knows he isn't dead. Jay although was alive the boy couldn't find a reason why to live if all he was worthless, like a pile of shit. The boy never thought that he would be like this. He always thought his lifesaver would come around but it's seems the boy is lost again and poor Jay is soon ever to be found. 

The beating sound of his heart reminds him why. Why is it that 'i love you' hardly means anything anymore? Jay thought. The boy knows everyone is worried but why be worried if all he every did was stop breathing. Jay always knew that suicide was wrong and he knew everything would be okay in the end. There's no reason for this, he knew their was help, hope but he to reach for the light would be hard. People who never wanted help were like Jay, poor Jay never looked for help he left his life and life was the most greatest thing you can get. Jay knew he was lucky but why him? It's like he was a gift a beautiful gift. 

     Jay was a special a perfect beautiful gift, it only took the right eyes to see him. To love his flaws everyone, the imperfection was the best beauty someone can have. It only took two pairs of eyes to love him his flaws, is imperfection. But out of those two pair of eyes there was only one who would love every scar on his body, his past and accept it, who never thought may break a heart but would never break a soul. A kiss broke poor Jay's heart but it never broke his poor soul. Jay knew who he belonged to one only person in the world and that person did the same to him. 

 True love may exist or may never do but to Jay he found his one and only and all that matter to him. A mistake makes people leave, it made Jay leave. Many people leave for a cause without a word or a say they just leave, only to not come back. 

   Slowly Jay sarted to hear, it was the everyone outside, Jay became realieved but was anyone in his hospital room? And his anweser soon came , his eyelids opened and to much surprise no one there, it was like always Jay was alone left to ponder. Slowly Jay mmoved his hand, and he moved. The boy was instandly filled with joy, he started to move his toes and it did. 

   Jay messed around to see what he did, after awhile he heard shouting from his hospital door. The boy listen closely to what are they saying. "Please m'am i love that boy right there in that hospital room, please he's everything to me, i love him with my heart and soul, please let me see him" Jay knew that voice from anywhere, he knew it for a a couple of years. It was Nathan, the boy came to visit him. 

   "Fine" said the nurse who finally gave from Nathan's begs. Jay heard the door open he instantly fell back and closed his eyes. The foot steps came the hospital bed next to Jay,, Nathan sat down. "I heard that you saw me with Sky-" the words make a tear slip out of Jay's eye, The boy felt a tumb wipe the tear away gently. "I'm sorry, you don't deserve me, why did i even do that? look at what i did to you i never wanted this to be this way" All there was sobbing. "Jay i know you hear me, i can't explain why i did it why i had hurt you. You are my love and all the things in the world won't say how sorry i am" 

Jay felt a pair of lips on his wrist, his wound. Nathan had kised it softly. A bolt went trough both of boys bodies. Th wrist was wet from the tears that had fell down from it. The curly haired boy knew he had to open up his eyes, and that's what he did. 

  "Y-you're a-alive?" 

  Ahh sweet moment, did you guys love the third person? let me know. :) Anyways enjoy the Jaythan and be happy my lovely readers byeee. 

P.S. Sorry if this chapter is short/lame/horrible pile of shit you have ever read