Clexa

Part 14

Beware: probably lots of typos and spelling errors. had to do this fast.
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Lexa's POV

I need to go and check on Clarke  but I've been thinking about Oliver for this past week. Why would he come back for me if he knew the consequences? Why would he risk his life to come back to me? I need to know why.

"Lexa, a man is here to see you. He says he is a close friend to you." Indra says while looking at my half dressed body. I'm in my bra and underwear because I just got done cleaning myself by the stream.

"Okay get out!" I say back trying to hide my embarrassed face. She should have knocked or hollered. Indra nods and walks outside.

I put on my pants and boots not bothering to put on a shirt. I grab my dagger and slide it into my holder and walk outside. It's Oliver. I rest my hand on my dagger even though I know he wouldn't try anything. It's stupid to attack the commander in her own village.

"I'm not here to hurt you. I'm here to say goodbye. I know what I did to you was not right and I'm sorry for that. I could prove you that I still love you and that I would never hurt you again but obviously you don't want me here. I understand. Just know that I love you and always have and always will. Please stay safe out here Lexa. Goodbye." Oliver says while turning his back to walk away. I can't just let him go. Not yet, anyways. I want him to feel the pain I felt.

"Wait. Come inside my tent and we will talk privately." I half say. I'm so happy no one is around us or they might think I'm weak for showing emotion. I cannot let him walk away without feeling my pain.

Oliver turns around and smiles.

"Stop smiling."

"I can't. The love of my life just said to come into her tent with her, alone." He says back smiling even bigger. This reminds me of the day he asked me to marry him.

*Flashback*

"Lexa! Get over here." Oliver yells from somewhere in the woods behind my family's tent. I wonder what he wants. I run towards his voice and find a fire with more than five dozen of my favorite daisies surrounding it. This isn't like Oliver to do something so cute and romantic.

"Hey beautiful." someone says while putting their hands over my eyes. My instincts kick in and I elbow the person in their stomach. The person groans and wobbles back. I open my eyes and turn around.

Oliver chuckles, "Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry I scared you like that! I totally forgot you were the commander's daughter." I laugh and give him a tight hug and a kiss as an apology. He accepts and smiles. He was always good at forgiving.

"Okay well listen. I want to spend eternity with you Lexa. You are mine and I am yours. I already asked your father if it was okay and he said yes. The commander said yes! Woohoo! Anyways, I want to marry you. I want to have our own little Lexa's and Oliver's running around this village becoming great things. I promise Ill support you through everything. I won't leave you, ever. So, will you marry me?" Oliver asks while lightly grabbing my hands and bringing them closer to him which pulls me closer to him too. I don't know what to say. I love him, but am I really ready to be connected with someone for the rest of my life? I might as well just say yes because I'll end up marrying him later on if I don't now.

"Yes Oliver." I say back. He grins.

"Stop smiling!" Oliver chuckles.

"I can't. The love of my life is letting me marry her." He smiles more.

*End of Flashback*

That is the best memory I have of him and me. He was always a joker and tried his best to please me. After my mom died, my dad neglected me for many years until he came around and paid attention to me. He saved me from being alone and I'll always respect him for that, but he left me after everything. I need to get rid of my anger and pain. He deserves to be hurt. He deserves to be put through the pain I went through in the past. I have just the best way possible.

"You stop smiling now." Oliver says to me once we are in the tent. I didn't even notice I was smiling.

"I'm only smiling because you came into my tent alone. Sit in that chair." I smile more while strapping him into the chair. He's smiling now. He is thinking of this in a sexual way. He has no idea what's coming next.

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omg so sorry guys. I have no reason why I didn't update. I felt like this story was going no where. So basically writers block. Any ideas? Hit me up with them. They could possibly be in the next chapter!!! luv u guys. update will be soon.