The little Secret

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When we got home ,I went to my room to back up and I called Lela to tell her the news and she started to cry and I did to and I told her to come to by the house so we could hang out for the last time. When I was putting my clothes in the luggage my mom came in and sat in my bed
Mom"I know this is hard for you much and this is something new for you and me .and to tell you the truth I'm scared to let you because your my little girl ."and then she just started to cry and I went to her and hugged her and said "I'm going to miss you so much mom !!" After a long time ,mom got up an said "I have to go make dinner ." There she left my room and I went back to backing .When I was about to set down Lela jump and have me a hugged me .
Me :hey babe what up " Lela : I'm going to miss you so much
Me :me too and we need to talk or text each other every day " Lela : yea

We just laid on my bed and just talked about how we were little and how much we grow up and change . when she left ,we hugged one last time and we both started to Cry. The last dinner I'm going to have with my mom and it was just so weird . When it was time for me go to bed I got ready and toke a shower and got my flip book that I made sense I was little . I had pictures of Lila and I when we were in 2 grade and cake on our faces . And another pic of Sam and I in the pool when he was 5 and I was 2 . Then I started to think about how Sam was going to act because I haven't seen him for 3 years and I have changed and he has to .

That night was the worst night I Kept thinking about how and Lila and I would grow apart and how Sam doesn't like me and kicks me out and my mom doesn't want me anymore . My alarm went off at 4:00 am I have been dreading this day . I got up and toke a long hot shower and but on lazy clothes because I'm going to be on the plane on for 5 hours . I dragged my suitcase to the car and I tired my best to go slow so I would have more time here . When we got in the car . My mom looked at me and faked a smile at me . I knew this was one of the hardest

for her to lose two kids . When we got there ,she stopped me and looked at me and kissed my hand and hugged me and said I love you .when we my stuff out of the car and I started to walk way and looked back and saw her cry and waves at me and the she didn't go back at the car I until she count see me . I got got my stuff in the plane and when I say down .That's when I started to think this is a beginnings for me . And then I just looked at out side the little window and my thoughts