The little Secret

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when I was cooking dinner for the boys because they were starting to get the tour dates and places they wanted to do .  Connor and Jc help me bring the food to the table and get the plates and stuff like that . while we were eating  Sam" Skyler so sense we are going on tour and you might be bored at home so I thought you might like to come with us on the tour . " I chucked on the chicken when he said that " are your sure you want me to be on the tour ?" Sam " yea why not ." " yea I want to go !" When I looked at the table everyone was happy but when I looked at kian and kian head was down so I couldn't see him . After dinner, Connor  stayed  to help me clean the plates .  me' what should I do about kian and I ?'  Connor "  will all you have to do is talk about you him about it because  guys are going to be together for 4 months together . " so when we were done cleaning the plates I went up stares to Kian's  room . When I nocked on his  door  a minute later he came with a sleepy face and just sweat pants .  Kian " what do you want ?'" he said rolling he's eyes me : can we talk because we are going to be have to fix this because  we are going to be on tour for a long time and it going to be hard on us Kian : okay so ... so like what am going to spouse to do me : will what why are being so mean to me Kian:  because ...  I know this might be hard for you to understand but I still like you okay." he slams the door in front of my face .  Just as I cant believe that he said that it , it was wired that he still had feelings to me . So just to get out of my mind I thought it was a good idea to go shopping for new clothes for the tour and get new stuff.  so I called the taxi to drive me to the mall . Wen I was a store looking at some youtubers , there was a to two other girls next to me . one of the girls h glass , tall , puffy hair she was skinny  . And the other girl  had black hair , and she had a  curves that looked right for her and she was kind of short .   When I pick of the Shane Dawson book the tall one said " you like him too  finally someone that can understands me "   the other girl " hey  what about me !!?" tall one : am sorry this is my friend Christell  and am Vanessa " me:  am Skyler and nice to meet you guys  ."  After that happen ,I ask them if they wanted o hangout with me this was the first time I have hanged out with people sense Lela had died . I funny made some friends .  we had some pizza and shopped more , found some cute clothes . later that night we have each other  phone number so we could hang out sometime . But as I was in the taxi I started to do  they know I'm Sam sister what are they going to think of me, would they want to use me because I'm Sam sister . the more I started to think of it the more I  got scared.  

lot of things had happen over the 5 weeks Vanessa , Christell and I have become like sister I have been hangout with them a lot and we do everything together .  I told them that I was Sam sister at first they were so happy and then after a few times at my house they been cool and they are getting the hang of it but im happy that they like me for am . Nate and  I have been great he has been working on he's music and he has started he's tour so we don't  get to hang out that much but he still get to face time and do all off that .   When I woke up it 5:00 and I get my bags and walk out side there was about 3 buses on our house as the boys and I were getting the stuff in the buses a car up in the dive way . Me: who is here at this time of day ?"  As the car door opens I see two girls come out of the car , and I count believe my eyes it was Christell and Vanessa  . me: why are you guys here .Vanessa: o you don't want us will we will go." I start to laugh christell : we are going on tour with you me : what no way like .... how I'm so happy Vanessa: it was Sam idea and I'm so happy too